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Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by sikreodds97, Aug 13, 2020.
That's so weird that your PAWS won't lift, but you get erections? So strange.
Yeah it doesnt seem to have any correlation to me personally. Its so depressing to not know whats going on, am i gonna waste my entire life staying like this? I have hopes and dreams, but when im not feeling love or cant feel emotions its hard to function in society.
Day 292: Was close to a relapse yesterday. Have doubted this journey so much. Had to go back and remember that ive actually had good days once in a while. And superpowers during my first streaks. While it may be a mix of weed and pmo PAWS and maybe some underlying shit, its absolutely crucial that i KEEP doing strict semen retention and work with myself in other ways to recover and feel like a human again. Life is a challenge and i have chosen to play it on hard mode, and its gonna be fucking rewarding when i will boss this game. I know i will, i just know it. And i cant wait. More motivated than ever, lets go!
The darkest hour is always before the dawn. Relapse will not change anything. Be careful with weed at this stage.
Wait? What the hell? Are you the same Sikrreodds from Reddit, who used to post his success stories in Reddit and how he came out of tbe flatline?
What happened to you bro? I'm just over 200 days in and have a mild flatline. Someone on Reddit made a whole pdf file of your posts and I always tend to read it whenever I need inspiration. Would love to hear what happened bruv
This is not the same guy, he just took his nickname.
Lol why? Why would anyone do that? Did he explain in previous posts on why he chose that exact name?
I took that username because he is my inspiration and motivation
Day 298: Been sick so been feeling pretty bad in terms of anxiety and depression because of stress on my body. Feel a bit better today and had morning wood when i woke up which i sometimes have. Lets keep going
Day 305: So confused. Last night im pretty sure i unconsciously MO'd. Or else it was a very vivid dream. What can i do... That fucking sucks, and i had relapsed in my underwear so i know something happened. Just sucks when you havent even got control over when you masturbate.. Maybe it was a very vivid dream, who knows
Wet dreams can't really effect your progress though.
I know, i dont really care for wet dreams. But i have vivid memories about me MO'ing in my bed half conscious. But again it could have been an extremely vivid dream. If i mo'd myself off to orgasm that would defiently halt it all a little bit more
Day 306: Feeling better today. More confident higher testosterone for sure.
Day 317: checking in
Day 321: Had a huge wet dream, lots of triggers yesterday.
Day 346: Nearly a year. Still feeling bad everyday with depression and anxiety.This is sadly just my life now, dont know what happened. I had a small window like a week ago, 1 hour before bed feeling "warm" and better, and my sleep was really good with vivid dreams and i woke up laughing and feeling good. However it didnt last for more than 12 hours, but its something.
Yeah withdrawals could come back n forth. They could show up even after a week of disappearing.
Day 356: Almost 1 year! Im proud of myself even if i dont feel like it. Im stronger than i think even tho my conscious mind wont believe it.
Day 393: 13 months. nothing has changed, suffering everyday. I just dont get why it had to happen to me. Everyone heals except me apperenatly. I feel like hell everyday