Leaving the Hive

No , he was looking at the same ones that we looked at last year to upgrade . He is not a camper , I introduced him to the life last year . He could take it or leave it lol

 

I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT HES THINKING LOL
I mean I don’t know . The convo ended terrible Thurs . I left Fri without a word and no contact since . Mental gymnastics. I have given him no reason to be THAT delusional lol

 

Lol nope . More of the same . Crazy town over here . Not addict this time

 

Literally the same conversation AGAIN ! I didn’t start the convo he did . He pushed it . Still “ we just see things opposite “ . Hmmmm I wonder why . I’m not “irrational with this “ . I am completely valid in my thoughts . Sorry you fucked me over so many times with this . Im sorry you robbed me of my independence.absolutely not the other way around . We had a lot of porn in this house up to 2008 he still hid his shit spending tens of thousands of dollars on his fetish . But I’m supposed to trust “it’s just a little porn “ lolol

 

“ I’m sure you want to put a tracker on me , a camera in every room “
Dummy . He doesn’t get it . He’ll never wear my shoes

 

“It’s not like that for me , there’s not really any action with it , I just like the freedom to know as an adult man if I wanted to it’s there , I’ve taken away his essence of a man “ so I said “ ACTUALLY YOU STOLE THE ESSENCE OF MY WOMANHOOD AND HAVE NEVER APPRECIATED MY SEXUALITY, you never gave time and space for all I am “ crickets lol I CAN NOT WITH THIS DELUSIONAL DUMMY .

 

Meaning what ?

 

He says again “ You didn’t know I had it , I was in a great place , we were in a good place !!”

 

Noooooo that’s him deflecting ! I don’t . Just like most SO , there’s a pin on some channels . He thinks there’s accountability software on PC , there’s not there hasn’t been since 2017 . He gets this magazine that used to be all fitness , fine great , well all of a sudden it changed into 4 pages of fitness and about 12 pages of full page spreads of women wearing basically nothing lol ( PSUB ) . Look all he’s doing is grasping at straws because he got caught with his hand in the cookie jar AGAIN and sees ZERO wrong with it .

 

THIS IS INSANITY , his text this morning lol
“I am Sorry and I do love you. I never want to hurt you or feel bad about anything. I just don't feel right about certain things either. I don't need Therapy. I hope we can back to where we just were and keep on moving forward. I Love You very much”

 

My response : do you have a time machine back to 1998 before it became a thing for you /us ?
Respond : no time machine sorry