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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by Wolfyoufeed, Dec 26, 2019.
for me not so good yet lol
yeps miss em al too, but i hope theyre doing fine
This is the furthest I've gotten in months, so it's nice to be here. It's just that my mood has been so low lately that I hardly even feel it. I started on antidepressants last week, which has probably helped me get here - both the constant fatigue which has no doubt squashed my libido, and the hope of things improving.
You're up to day 4 right? That's a start. I find the first few days the most difficult.
Or were you referring to other things that are not going so well?
this is what im referring to,
i was relapse watching one of best porn in my category,,,, its a porn made by 3 major company that collaborate, each of em sent their representative like high rated actress in each company... the excitement is there i mean its like avenger on porn lol
the kick is there,, at first i found its like a meh porn, but further thinking that one is one of best
and i cant forget it yet...made my nofap journey a lot more difficult
@EndPornLiveLife Good job on your streak man!!! Keep it up What kind of antidepressant are you using?
Thanks mate, am doing my best. I have stopped "testing" my porn filters, stopped giving it a chance.
Same to you btw, good job on the 13 Days
Antidepressant - Mirtazapine. I was on it for a few years until mid-2018. I've been fighting it, but it's time to return... I tried a different type a few weeks ago but one of the side effects was unbearable.
Day 10. I just realised that I am a Spirited Potential now
@Gonarth & @discovery, we haven't heard from you in a while and I see you've reset your counters. How are you doing? What's been happening lately?
@Wenceslaus935, @Unhommebinsoft & @Anakin66 how about you guys?
Fearless leader, @Wolfyoufeed, how's life?
I went searching for recovery and addiction quotes, and found some crackers...Dr. Phil is certainly not usually my go-to for inspiration, but this one struck a chord.
“Sometimes you’ve just got to give yourself what you wish someone else would give you.” – Dr. Phil
What is it? What's the thing that you wish someone else would give you?
For me it's unconditional love. That means not bringing up all my old regrets, or constantly questioning my thoughts, actions and motives and wondering what other people might think about them, or if I'm "good enough". So I'll aim to give that to myself: unconditional love.
In practice: Just live my life, keep trusting in God, reading His Word, and doing the best I can to become more like Christ. I'll aim to ignore that little voice that reminds me of my failures and my brokenness. Instead I will listen to the voice of truth. I'm saved by Grace, not by my own perfection, which none of us can attain!
Casting Crowns - Voice of Truth (Official Lyric Video)
Also, is anyone interested in joining my team in a September Team Death Match? If you join, ask @Primaris to add you to the same team as me Together I reckon we can be the last team standing. Even if you're not feeling so good right now, if you're feeling stuck or unmotivated, I still want you on my team.
Hey guys! Sorry for being MIA for a while. I suffered a major relapse several days ago and it has been difficult to get back up again. I am happy I just managed to get 1 day under my belt. While I managed about 58 days, I realized that I became very complacent and did not notice that I was slipping back to a pattern of addiction. It was only in introspection that I was able to notice my pattern of allowing p-subs slowing back into my life. Coupled with my anxiety it was only a recipe for disaster! I don't want to make any more excuses. It is back to building a foundation that served me well. I will also start posting regularly again. I think I was way over confident. Let me cultivate humility!
Day 0, I'm in for a Mandalorian Battle, to become a Mandalorian Warrior.
Also my challenges served me well. Time to resume some of them
Wake up at 6.00 am: Day 0 of 10
Read a book in 4 days (Total Freedom by Krishnamurti) Day 1 of 4 and on page 26
Take a cold shower Day 17 of 30
No internet from 7PM on wards: Day 0 of 10
No YouTube: Day 0 of 10
Meditation: Day 14 of 60
Morning Routine (Affirmations, Gratitude, Light exercise): Day 0 of 10
Thanks for your honesty Gonarth. I think complacency has been the cause of many relapses, and I agree, we need to be wary of it along with over-confidence and instead cultivate humility. Welcome back to regular posting. We're all in this together.
This is the way!
These are great!
hey i knew the feeling, i mean look at me lol
but staying away from this forum wont do any impact on streak tho
constantly trying while figure it out how can we survive on this matter is important,,, all the big thing's come from one little step
Hey EPLL, thanks. Yeah, not doing so well. But I tend to come in waves with my success. It has been a pattern for me so this is no different. I'll be fine. Hope all has been well with you!
i kinda look at your art post and i think its good not read all the text yet i definietly will
kinda inspiring since i myself want to learn about painting
Thanks hollyman! I hope you can find some value from it.
For me, if I'm staying off the computer altogether then it's okay to not check-in to NoFap (or to do so briefly with phone), because sitting down at the computer with internet just adds to temptation. If I have to use the computer for study or other things anyway, then I ensure that I check in - it reminds my brain that I'm serious about this, that I'm still on this road of purity, and I intend to stay that way. So yeah, the opposite is also true
Also - agreed: all the big things come from baby steps!
Thanks Life in general has been a real struggle the last couple of months, but I think I am making some progress, slow as it may be. As for NoFap, I reckon I'm on the right path.
Did you learn anything in the most recent wave or fall? Or reinforce old truths?
If anyone else would like to join the September Team Deathmatch, (maybe join my team?), they're allowing people to join until 5th September. Link is:
@Gonarth I see you've joined It looks like you're on a different team - if you wanna be on my team pls let @Primaris know, otherwise may the best Fapstronaut win haha!
Had little urges on Day 2 watching movies. Managed somehow.
Hmm. Well, I've learned that having a long streak doesn't necessarily make things easier in the end. After relapsing, it can be just as hard getting going as if there were never any streak to start with.