So there's a couple problems here. This childhood friend of mine is my older sisters best friends, Little sister. She's 17 and I'm 18. She's religious and so is my family. They wouldn't let me date her and neither would my family. I love this girl though. My family said I can go over to her house and get to know her. I'm scared that she will avoid me or her family won't like me. Idk man. I want to get to day 90, have more confidence and go get to know her. Then maybe one day marry her. Off topic. She looks like zendaya. I just watched spiderman far from home. All I could think about was her man. Aah. Lmao. But yeah. I need advice man. My sister also likes the idea of me liking this girl. She incourages it and says that maybe this girl will feel the same. Who knows man. We'll see.