My father introduced me to porn and I'm glad he did

Current streak: 384 days no PMO, semen retention.

The first time I watched porn I was 15 y.o my father had some VHS movies and he gave them to me. I watched them, it was regular boy and girl porn. I PMO 10 times with them. Then I never watched porn again until I was 25 years old and started to use internet because university studies.

I haven't thought why my father gave me those tapes until now. My father I've mention this before it's a taoist practitioner, he has never masturbated, only had sex with 4 girls all his life and ejaculated only once in his life to conceive me.

He is a very spiritual person, he studied under the guidance of many masters, studied theologie and death tongues at the university, also studied medicine.

He always told me that living alone without contact with the world was a bad idea, I never liked that teaching, he told me one must confront himself with the world, with other people. If we are alone our ego and flaws don't come out of the surface because they are hidden people help us to see the best and worst of us.

Conclusion: don't hide from women, don't deny sex, otherwise sex and porn addiction are going to chase you forever.