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My Horrible Slip Up [Spoiler]

Discussion in 'Porn Addiction' started by Ruses, Aug 26, 2021.

  1. Ruses

    Ruses Fapstronaut

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    I had been going strong for 3+ weeks, felt great. Had Superb Confidence, seen a huge jump in energy, and i was finally getting out there and talking to some girls that i had liked. Untill today, woke up sore and with body aches. My whole body was down bad, so i decided to just stay home and relax in bed. Didn't get up out of bed till around 1PM, my first mistake. Once i finally got out of bed and stretched i got a huge urge to view P and To M. Went out twitter a little bit and just peaked at some pics and what not, i tried my hardest to look away and turn my phone off, but then i slowly gave in to it and started going all in. As im handling my business a girl i've been talking to hits me up on snapchat, she asks how i've been doing and what not. She asks what i was currently doing at the time and i shyed away from telling her what i was actaully doing as we were talking. A little bit of talking later she ends up sending me some nude pics [not the first time shes done this]. After she sends them she asks for some of me, and me being high on the horny and the dopamine rush ends up taking some right there and then. heres the kick, i accidently end up sending nudes to a male co-worker instead of sending them too her. I quickly panic to delete the snap, but its too late. He ended up viewing them and responded with "wtf". I quickly re-assured him that they were most certainly were not for him. And this it was a huggggggee mistake. He doesn't think much of it as a big deal and just telling me to never slip up like that again. Ohh well the dopamine rush kicks in again and i just brush it off. Backing to using P and M. I eventually end up relapsing 20 mins later. And after i do the post nut clarity hit, and i felt so ashamed and embarrassed. How could i accidently send a nude to a co-worker, they will probably never see me the same again. At this moment i am typing this out i still feel embarrassed and ashamed even though i know he wont tell anyone about it, it just sucks that this had to happen because of my addiction to porn and masturbation. i definitely learned my lesson this time around and will never let this mistake happen again. What i took from this experience was, 1. Once i wake up get out of bed and take a cold shower so i dont get too comfortable. 2. Never snap anyone while you are horny because your thoughts will be clouded and you will not have control of your actions. 3. Never send nudes on an account that has multiple co-workers on it.
     
  2. that girl like you a lot i guess thats the reason she send nudes to u... well dont worry atleast you are not wanking on some pixels on a screen. :)
     

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