My journey begins... *NEW USER*

Hello everyone,

I'm an 18 year old guy, and I've had enough of this 'addiction' that has developed over the years, mainly due to me being a sort of recluse. I spend most of my time nowadays on the computer, and the urge just creeps out of nowhere.

The longest time I kept resisting was about 2-3 weeks last year, when I was still in high school. At that period, not only did I ace math tests like a freakin' pro (mind you, I sucked at math before that), but I also never felt more alive in a long, long time.

I want to get that feeling again. I would constantly strive to hold it for as long as a week, but my willpower kept dwindling as time went by. I'm in position where I definitely know I can do it, but a veil is covered between me and the goal I aspire to achieve. I want help tearing diwn that veil.

That's sort of my intro, I guess.