Hi everyone....uhh i call myself Mr.Alumni for the sake of secrecy. I wanted to share my story. Forgive me if it sounds too personal. Too start of i've been masturbating to porn since before i knew what porn was. Around age 9 or so. Currently i'm 15 going on to 16 next month Since then i've gotten worse and worse to the point where at the very least i masturbate 4+ times a day. Before I sleep, As soon as I wake up, As soon as i get home after school, when my mind wanders etc. Around January was when i realized i had a problem. A month later i tried to quit. Day 1 as soon as 12 o'clock hit i was watching porn. I would try again with a different strategy of only once a day with little success. I gave hope up right after. It's now June 4th,2018 that i once again am trying to quit for a number of reasons. REASON 1: i was recently diagnosed with alopecia areata and i'm hoping that a decrease or elimination of this bad habit will help my hair growth REASON 2: i'm going through puberty and am trying to boot my testosterone naturally so i can speed up the process of growing facial hair REASON 3: i hope to become more sociable and actually lose my virginity insytead of settling for porn Everytime i finish masturbating i feel the shame of knowing i failed and encourage myself to try again tomorrow with the same results. Sorry if i ranted i just wanted to put it all out there. I would appreciate any help or advice if possible.