Hey guys, Porn has a really tough grip on me since i was a young teen. I've been watching porn since 12 now. Of course escalation came along the way. So here it is, i have a PEE fetish / Urolagnia. How did this came to me. Well the first time i saw a woman squirt in a porn movie i was fascinated. I remember being so aroused i couldn't control myself. But the stream wasn't enough. This is where the pee thing came in. The stream of pee reminded me of women squirting. Then i started watching pee videos, A LOT. Squirt videos don't do it for me anymore. Now i'm extremely (and i mean the extreme) aroused by women peeing. I binge watch voyeur videos of drunk women peeing outside in the street at night, women relieving themselves in men's mouth etc... It's even more arousing than regular porn. But the issue here is that i acted on it several times. Last year, i was wandering in the streets looking for women peeing outside at night. I would try to scoop the pee to taste it (and oh god that i loved it). I once asked a woman outside to pee and i would pay her. And even worse, i paid a sex worker to pee on me and i litteraly had a mental orgasm during it, I LOVED it..... The feeling of being humiliated, owned by this woman was so good. There i had to say it, i feel like i'm a dirty, weird, perverted person. I feel shameful for this behavior and never thought i'd go this low.