My weird shameful Fetish // I feel like crap

Discussion in 'Problematic Sexual Behavior' started by Rolo75, May 7, 2019.

  1. BizzyzWorld

    BizzyzWorld New Fapstronaut

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    Cardiophile fetish too that was a little safer. My significant other dug it when I put my ear to her heart in bed. Alvinophilia really sucks, I cant look at any female with their belly button exposed no matter the age without me feeling weird about it. Porn has definetly exacerbated this. My mom was a rotund woman and she would beat me when I was butt-ass naked and make me eat my own vomit, all sorts of crap, until I got fed up and left her apartment at 16. I'm 23 now.
    The rejection from the females at such a young age was not a help either. I was raised by two women. Both abusive. I miss my significant other who I once had the pleasure to call my wife. Going on fourth months now of her being gone out my life. Fetish porn has been a huge obstacle for me as well.
     
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  2. Rolo75

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    I have to agree on this lol. I would be happy to find a girl into it and have a healthy outlet with my fetish. The hard part is finding one who is into it smh. But anyway, i need to beat this addiction. I'm on day 5 and feeling really pumped up.
     
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  3. Rolo75

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    Hey brother,

    I appreciated that you opened up about your fetish in my post. I feel and understand you. Only determination and resolve will help you get out of this mess. It is pleasurable to see that i'm not the only one fighting this crazy fetish. Stay strong man, you got this !
     
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  4. Rolo75

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    Wow man, shit. This is tough stuff to hear. The abuse etc... I don't know what to say tbh.
    Anyway, you are welcome here and appreciate that you opened up about your addictions, go hard and stay hard on this journey. It'll pay off
     
  5. csgo player

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    thanks for the support :) great to hear it! i even marked every 5 days in my calendar to celebrate a step closer to this dopamine reboot.

    the sad thing about this fetish is i find urine gross in real life but ive programmed myself to enjoy in through porn. i will be very thankful for the days i will hear the word pee in a conversation and not squirm or feel weird lol


     
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  6. Rolo75

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    Man, it was the same for me. Before i had this fetish, i would never imagine myself being aroused by women peeing in public or on me. I honestly would slap you if you ever talked to me about that. This shows how porn is destructive. Porn induced fetishes come to you very sneakily. It is a slow incremental process that creeps on you. And then boom, you catch yourself doing stuff you would have never done. When i paid that sex worker to pee on me, i had a stronger boner during the golden shower than during intercourse. This is how crazy i've been in the hole smh.

    Keep your head up fella
     

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