Cardiophile fetish too that was a little safer. My significant other dug it when I put my ear to her heart in bed. Alvinophilia really sucks, I cant look at any female with their belly button exposed no matter the age without me feeling weird about it. Porn has definetly exacerbated this. My mom was a rotund woman and she would beat me when I was butt-ass naked and make me eat my own vomit, all sorts of crap, until I got fed up and left her apartment at 16. I'm 23 now. The rejection from the females at such a young age was not a help either. I was raised by two women. Both abusive. I miss my significant other who I once had the pleasure to call my wife. Going on fourth months now of her being gone out my life. Fetish porn has been a huge obstacle for me as well.