My weird shameful Fetish // I feel like crap

Discussion in 'Problematic Sexual Behavior' started by Rolo75, May 7, 2019.

  1. BizzyzWorld

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    Cardiophile fetish too that was a little safer. My significant other dug it when I put my ear to her heart in bed. Alvinophilia really sucks, I cant look at any female with their belly button exposed no matter the age without me feeling weird about it. Porn has definetly exacerbated this. My mom was a rotund woman and she would beat me when I was butt-ass naked and make me eat my own vomit, all sorts of crap, until I got fed up and left her apartment at 16. I'm 23 now.
    The rejection from the females at such a young age was not a help either. I was raised by two women. Both abusive. I miss my significant other who I once had the pleasure to call my wife. Going on fourth months now of her being gone out my life. Fetish porn has been a huge obstacle for me as well.
     
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  2. Rolo75

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    I have to agree on this lol. I would be happy to find a girl into it and have a healthy outlet with my fetish. The hard part is finding one who is into it smh. But anyway, i need to beat this addiction. I'm on day 5 and feeling really pumped up.
     
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  3. Rolo75

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    Hey brother,

    I appreciated that you opened up about your fetish in my post. I feel and understand you. Only determination and resolve will help you get out of this mess. It is pleasurable to see that i'm not the only one fighting this crazy fetish. Stay strong man, you got this !
     
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  4. Rolo75

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    Wow man, shit. This is tough stuff to hear. The abuse etc... I don't know what to say tbh.
    Anyway, you are welcome here and appreciate that you opened up about your addictions, go hard and stay hard on this journey. It'll pay off
     
  5. csgo player

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    thanks for the support :) great to hear it! i even marked every 5 days in my calendar to celebrate a step closer to this dopamine reboot.

    the sad thing about this fetish is i find urine gross in real life but ive programmed myself to enjoy in through porn. i will be very thankful for the days i will hear the word pee in a conversation and not squirm or feel weird lol


     
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  6. Rolo75

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    Man, it was the same for me. Before i had this fetish, i would never imagine myself being aroused by women peeing in public or on me. I honestly would slap you if you ever talked to me about that. This shows how porn is destructive. Porn induced fetishes come to you very sneakily. It is a slow incremental process that creeps on you. And then boom, you catch yourself doing stuff you would have never done. When i paid that sex worker to pee on me, i had a stronger boner during the golden shower than during intercourse. This is how crazy i've been in the hole smh.

    Keep your head up fella
     
  7. Vladimir-knyaz

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    Hey,bro.
    everything you described is exactly the same with me. How are you?
    you won? Help me. Now tonight I saw a trigger. saw pissing girl. I came home. tried to remove an erection. brought the penis into normal order. but did not stimulate.
    As a result, I ended up on emotions. And because of fantasy. Ejaculation . but without hands. can it be considered recedivism?
    and how to remove associations, which occur outside. How are you. HELP ME!!!!!
     
  8. wyjebane

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    HI, i didnt know there was a fetish like that. It is pretty interesting ... I like your post because now I will know what a man feels when they watch those videos... be careful man , if you drink it you could get infected by anything
     
  9. Uh, wut?

    That is terrible advice. "Nice girls" (i.e. sexually moral women who -- ideally but not necessarily -- have faith in God) are not into pee fetishes (or any other sexually deviant behavior, for that matter).

    OP, you recognize that your fetish is degenerate and shameful. That shame you are feeling is a good thing! It proves that you have a soul and you are capable of recognizing right from wrong, and that you are not a sociopath. It is the first step to recovery.

    There is a reason why the phrase "he/she has no shame" is an insult and a bad thing.
     
  10. daveym

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    Hey rolo, read your story , you got to be careful with the drunk woman in the alleyways and all that
    Imagine if one of the woman cried rape and reported you to police , everybody would find out and probably be reported to the local newspaper but would refrain
    I would find a girlfriend and do it from home , I understand the urges and yep it’s difficult alright but would try lessen the activity , but keep in touch with the brothers on here , I’m intrigued now and want to know how you get on , I’m on day 7 myself , 52 yr old , hence I must say there are some great story’s on here , good luck
     
  11. Nothing wrong with it in my opinion. At least you don't have a vore fetish.
     
  12. fedmom

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    Actually I personally don't think it's right to class any masochistic fetish as consensual so free will is irrelevant for this. If you think this fetish is okay then you're sick. The mental damage from the fetish the op has can make you suicidal if you cure it after.
     
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  13. daveym

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    if you a cannibal , you are on the wrong site funny
     
  14. It's not cannibalism. I don't want to eat anyone, I want to be eaten. But not really, it's just a fantasy.

    Also, I don't think NoFap is the wrong site for anyone, as you say. I think NoFap has something to offer almost everyone.
     
  15. Tbh I didn't read the full post. I read until he said he likes watching women pee/being peed on. I think I might have that one too. Having looked closer: as far as the actions he took that he is ashamed of, they are clearly not doing him any good and indeed seem to be causing him trauma and discomfort with himself. That said, I see nothing wrong with liking piss. It's kind of hot and you can do it in healthy ways. This man is obsessive, just like many of us on this site. What we want to eradicate is the obsessive behavior, not the fetish itself. I hope we can agree on that. And don't imply that I'm sick for disagreeing with you - it does the conversation no good.
     
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  16. fedmom

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    He likes to consume waste which is why I said that. Watching women being peed on is sick as well.
     
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  17. daveym

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    I know what you mean , didn’t mean to offend you in any way
     
  18. Drinking piss is totally healthy. NoFap is a sex-positive site btw.
     
  19. MattRyan7

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    Did you meet P.I. Staker?
     
  20. Мобильный

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    Isn't that bad, to be honest. In my opinion, the worst fetish man can have is autogynephilia. Been there, done that. Got me terrible OCD, still haunts me from time to time. It fucks up everything you truly are. My advice - try to be kinder to yourself. It is not that there is something wrong with you, but rather it is the nature of this addiction to twist and warp everything it touches.
     

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