New user looking for community and support

Hi folks I'm new here. My name is Lew, I'm 22 and from the UK. I'm queer and a bit of a social recluse which really doesn't help this whole porn situation.

I am not religious, my motivation isn't god or repentance based (I support everybody for which this is the case though.) My motivation is in all seriousness to save my life. I'm extremely mentally ill, a drug addict and a drinker. I live with the parents, I'm unemployed and very isolated and alone. I have no support network and hope to find that here because recovery is impossible without friends, support and a reason to carry on. I'm scared that if I can't kick this habit, I won't be around this time next year. This has been going on since I started puberty and it's scary and shameful.

Anyway, that was quite depressing. Anybody who would like to chat and form a support network is more than welcome. Preferably nobody over 30 as I find that quite intimidating. And nobody under 18.