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I’m probably going to be all over the place and leaving out important/graphic details. But here we go. I’ve been masturbating since about 12(I’ll be 35 in December). My friend put on one of his older bother’s tapes that he “found” in a drawer full of tapes to “laugh” at it with his friends...

Hi, I just wanted to post and get some much needed help. I feel masturbation can be healthy. But porn has completely rotted my mind. I have tried to quit a few times, longest I've gone with out masturbating was 11 days. I did feel hornier , but ultimately fell right back into porn. My porn...

I struggled with an heavy Porn+masturbation-problem for 6 years. I had constantly brain fog, noone respected me and i dropped out of school. Since then i succesfully got on my first nofap-track, after years of failed attemts. I was able to stay hardmode on track for 6 month. I had no more...

I think it’s time for me to share my story. I’m 26 yo university teacher. I have a beautiful wife, decent income, ADHD, generalised anxiety, nice apartment and terrible porn affliction. Btw, I have a lot of addictions( vaping, MJ, adderal, alprazolam), but porn is the worst. I binge on this...

Idk if I can count this as a success story but Im porn free and Im drug free so I think I kinda can. I DO NOT RECOMMEND TRYING THIS OPIOIDS CAN FUCK YOUR LIFE BEYOND REPAIR DO NOT DO THIS!!! I do drugs since Im 15, since Im 7 if I count ritalin, Im 23 now and I fucked around with oxycodone und...

How Stuff Works: What happens in the brain during an orgasm? An archived page is provided as the article was removed years ago. In both [men and women], the brain region behind the left eye, called the lateral orbitofrontal cortex, shuts down during orgasm. Janniko R. Georgiadis, one of the...

So guys I told my doctor about my heavy, heavy mdma abuse when I was 18 , I’m now 30. She said heavy MDMA abuse CAN cause long term adverse effects . I don’t know what to think right now. Maybe I’ll have low libido and “pied” forever . Maybe it’s not pied maybe it’s irreversible brain damage...

Ok guys so I’ve done a lot of drugs and drank a lot . I’m 30 years old but my main drug I did and loved was ecstasy . I took ecstasy everyday for a month when I was 18, I’m now 30. I woke up one morning when I was 20 and couldn’t get turned on much and only got semi hard . My question is this...

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Hey there lovely people, I've been on here before and made some progress, but the 3 years in between dealt me some blows. The problematic behaviours worsened again until i finally found myself in the darkest place I've ever been in. The combination of binging and edging all kinds of P, visual...

Hey everyone. I haven't posted here in a good while and I figured I'd make a quick post to share my progress. Today is day 105 of my streak and it's been a long road. The pits of my despair First let me start off by telling you about what my situation was like at the peak of my addiction. I...

Hey everyone, I'm 20 years old and since I'm about 17 i smoke cigarettes. I smoke a lot, about 20 per day. I failed quitting often, like at least 7 times. I am now on day 11 of No PMO going for 90 days. I will quit smoking on 1st january 2021, this will be day 15 of no PMO. I think I can handle...

Hi everyone I'm pretty new here and I made a very similar post recently but it didn't get much response possibly due to how I titled it (made sure to start with the word cocaine in caps this time lol), writing now because I just had a massive relapse. I have no problems with porn addiction...

Hi everyone, I just signed up 15 minutes ago. My addiction isn't anywhere near as severe as others here, until recently I would have a porn binge for hours once each 2-3 weeks, I generally have extremely good self discipline and have become alarmed about porn as it's pretty much the only thing...

Hi all, I have been using porn since the past 18 years. I never saw really any harm in PMO and thought that it was something normal. In november 2019 I made the choice to 'transform' my life. For me this meant getting rid of alcohol and drugs addiction, dealing with my surprised feelings...

Porn addiction had a particular hold on me as a creative individual. Going from ready made to customized scenes via photoshop/A.I./VR/compositing/3d/splash screens, etc. You name it. Modern fantasy warfare. Compare making a make a simple loaf of bread to elaborating multi level stacked cakes...

I keep getting urges to try drugs. At one point for a few times I tried to chug a bottle of nutmeg (a kitchen spice) to trip balls off of. (DON'T DO IT IT'S A REALLY HORRIBLE WAY TO GET HIGH AND I HAD A HORRIFIC EXPERIENCE AND I JUST REALISED AFTER THAT IT COULD DAMAGE YOUR KIDNEYS.) Despite...

Last year in June, I got introduced to marijuana. I smoked it for the first time and got very very high. It was strong with high THC content. And that time I felt so connected to nature and to my emotions that I thought I had discovered something really wonderful. Well, since then I searched...

Recently discussed in a post that I went through a two year period of bingeing on cocaine usually 1-2 days every month or so while watching an excessive amount of porn. Countless times led me to seek out escorts to act out my porn fetishes while I was high. Often followed by more coke and...

sooo I’ve been trying to talk to this girl for like 6 months and she’s so perfect and I can’t get her off my mind it’s lasted like 3 months and it’s actually kinda worrying. Idk how she feels about me but that’s off the table pretty much I can’t stop thinking about her and my sexual desires I’m...

I took my first sip of coffee in Middle School. In high school, tea was my main gig. As a college student, I can't imagine life without caffeine. I'm not the higher end of consumers by any means, but I can't think of a week where I've gone without it. I've read a couple times on these forums...

Hi! It's realy nice to post something here. Today I start my adventure with NoFap. Generaly I'm 25 so I used pornography about 10 years. I had better times when I didn't watched it for about a month or just using it a little and in soft way, but I also had times when I used it realy too much...

Hi my name is Duncan I am 24 years old. I started watching pornography and doing drugs like cannabis and alcohol at around age 15. By the age of 16 I was kicked out of home and school and working full time and renting a studio unit. The work was tough and all addictions had mounted and gone into...

*Disclaimer: This is not advice, just sharing my experience* I have been taking Modafinil as a nootropic for the past month pretty consistently to see if it can help with my issues focusing, and aside from improving my focus in my summer courses, I think it's actually helping me to not PMO as...

Hi everyone, This is my first post and I don't exactly know how it all works but I really need some guidance and dont have anywhere else to go. I got married just over two years ago. I knew something was off straight away in terms of intimacy and sex even at our honeymoon. I felt like I...

Hey guys. I was browsing the subreddit for a while and decided that this would be a good place to remain focused on my life without porn. I have struggled with addiction most of my life. Originally with video-games and then with drugs. I have been clean from drugs for 1,5 years now which is...

Im despared. I became addicted to hardcore porno using methedrone while jerking. I cant stop. I can just wait month and then i start again. So whole year i jerk and get drugs. I can not control myself. Now my life started to ruin.

Hey all, So I'm a 30-year old male (from Belgium, so sorry if my English isn't 100%) and discovered NoFap about a year ago. I tried to quit a couple of times but always relapsed some time after I had sex with my girlfriend (VERY strong chaser affect). Despite that - but I'm not really sure if...

Hey guys, I'm a 28 year old dude, I've been milling around on this site for years probably, wondering if this was for me... I've recently lost motivation to go out and meet women, and haven't been actively engaging with them. I have a certain degree of depression and social anxiety already...

I will start working soon on a research displaining the connection between the arrival of fast internet, the augment of needed dopamine and so the increased use of drugs/alchol. I believe we nofappers are going to be the safe part of the new society and from there i'd really want you all to help...

Before Nofap i was watching the worst categories of porn on a daily basis (nothing illegal tho) and i always thought that findom is the most retarded bullshit ever who the fuck gets aroused by throwing money away wtf Due all those findom threads on nofap i got curious and thought ill message one...

Last night i spent all night watching porn because of coke i never knew it would be this hard to quit both i just want to erase it all from my mind i fear that ill always be addicted because i was exposed to it way to early in life. I really want to change and im majorly depressed because of...

Hey, nofapstronaughts. Im not really good at writing post but anways Im on day 41ish(kinda lost track started 2weeks before this month) Both porn and drugs is a disease! If your not doing one your doing the other. Porn has robbed me of my manhood. I've lost alot of opportunities and growth, not...

Hello, I'm 22 years old and like the most people I read posts about, I started watching porn and masturbating at the age of 11/12. When I was 13 I started smoking and shortly after smoking pot, wich led to having several social problems and bad grades in school, which I tried to compensate with...

I've just failed after a 15 day streak, that was the longest i had done yet. But my main problem was that i needed to stay updated on porn itself because somewhere in my mind i though that porn was making me more woke and making a part of my personality. This is the last pmo i'm hoping to do...

Hello, I suppose I am here because I want to change something in my life. Now, I don't know exactly how much of this is due to PMO, but I will describe my story below. I learned to masturbate at a very young age (meaning younger than 5.) I was also introduced to drugs at a very young age (13)...

I had a streak about a week or so and yesterday I relapsed Every fucking time i try to stop this bullshit it comes back even worse Ive been addicted to ritalin/amphetamines since i was 7, i kicked it at the age of 14/15 and then pmo began to control me, everytime i did it it felt like im remote...

Iv struggles for years to stop watching porn and to stop using sex chat room I do it less than I did but I still do it time to time and iv noticed those times are when I’m on drugs or drunk, I’m about to turn 29 and It’s taken me this long to notice the link! I know what I need to do to get back...

Reboot to Balance I am a Porn addict, and I need to find distance to gain balance! I am nearly 40 and I am single never could hold on a relationship longer then 4 weeks... do I have to write more. Have PMO used in combination with drugs and toys for more then 10 years and in general for more...

A brieve introduction to myself: I am a 24 year old student (still in university) with an enourmous depression that's been helding me back since second year of the career, probably even before, but that's when this exploded for me. I've been struggling lately about what to do in the future...

Hi all, I only just discovered this site, and im 7 days in. But I realized I've been living in a flat line for some time and was fapping out of habit and boredom, even when I had no urges. Last December I did Molly at a rave (again, not knowing I was in a flatline), and I felt absolutely...

Hi guys. I know it was here just few hours ago, but this is a very sensitive for me, so i want to give it a proper space. I guess the top of mind answer is just quit and if i feel so vulnerable and insecure about it, it may be sign of addiction. But lets dig deeper. What does the weed mean for...

Hi, everyone (this is a bit long, sorry for that) so... i'm 26yrs old, i've been suffering from social anxiety since i was around 12-14 yrs old (back then it was a lot less anxiety then now though), but i always felt like i didn't really fit in at school or society, i switched schools, i got...

We all know that fapping away and watching porn gives us that rush and relief. It strengthens our lazy, give me something for nothing side by training our brains to crave dopamine for little or no effort and leads to low moods and lack of motivation. I also notice other things, like junk food...

Thanks for having me ... ... started the journey yesterday. I am addicted to some many things... I feel dependecy on approval from others. Addicted to thinking (maybe the worst) ... I'm 32 years old. addicted since I was roughly 20. Did the harddrive purge yesterday (massive collection, some of...

Goodmorning from the netherlands, I my self don't have this problem, but me and a buddy of mine think our best friend has a 'sissy' if that's how you call it problem. And I'm in kinda need of some help. To explain we thought he was just doing drugs and found gay porn on his phone like 4 years...

It started when I was 7 years old, my teachers told my mother that its impossible to educate me because of my extreme ADHD, so my mom didn't have a choice and I started taking Ritalin everyday. This got me hooked up pretty bad, it started with schizophrenia, then I began to isolate myself from...

Hi fellas. After 8 days of not even touching my little friend, i went out with friends we drank alcohol, did coce and then i compulsively watched porn and fapped 4 times in a day. Any advices to keep going? I feel i made a hole in the water. I feel weak and pathetic. I didnt even enjoy the high...

Quick question: I have some MDMA/Molly/Ecstacy and I was wondering if it will help me with my PMO addiction, I read that it can help with PTSD/Depression in small doses. Is there any other drugs that can help with PMO addiction, or is it best to just reboot naturally?

Quick question: I have some MDMA/Molly/Ecstacy and I was wondering if it will help me with my PMO addiction, I read that it can help with PTSD/Depression in small doses. Is there any other drugs that can help with PMO addiction, or is it best to just reboot naturally?

Dons of nofap, So I'm on day 50. The first 2 weeks of my journey were incredible. Amazing energy levels, motivation, glowing skin, confidence, better eye sight, appetite improvement, an overall sensitivity to the natural things in life. I felt pure, awake and alive. I would fap generally 2 times...

Before i started nofap i was suffering from a anxiety caused by porn (yes because of intrusive sexual thoughts) them one doctor give me valium 5 mg, i am using since february, and now i think i have no need to use anymore, but i am struggling with how i will stop because of the horrible...

Hi folks :) I'm new here. My name is Lew, I'm 22 and from the UK. I'm queer and a bit of a social recluse which really doesn't help this whole porn situation. I am not religious, my motivation isn't god or repentance based (I support everybody for which this is the case though.) My motivation...

Hi there!, so this is probably going to be the most personal story I've ever told anyone, let alone strangers on the internet. My Name's Jan and I'm a 23 year old student currently living in Berlin. The last year I slowly started developing bad social anxiety. I can't exactly put a date on...

Hi, I'm new here. Just a psychonaut trying to reboot his brain with the help of Nofap. It was caused by LSD. Since the beginning I know it's dopamine related. I've been told it isn't but come on it's just common sense. Low Libido, Lack of motivation, Being emotionless etc. isn't Anxiety. SSRIs...

I figured since this topic to related to addiction, I could ask here. My best friend has been struggling for a long time with over drinking and he is currently on several perscription drugs for health issues and depressions. I know if I question him too much on his drinking problem he's gonna...

"She Knows My Name" (Story of the Pharmacy Assistant) I walk into the pharmacy to pick up my meds. M is standing at the same desk, looking down at a pile of scripts. I walk up, greeting Kellie (the pharmacist); M notices me but does not greet me. Kellie says, "I'll be with you in a sec," takes...

Years ago after a passed training to join the Army Reserves (I was 19) I decided that I would stop pmo for a good while.During the first few weeks I got home I was good,no pmo since I felt great after leaving training but I still didnt know It was as harmful as it really is.So im clean,sober...

Im 25 yr old virgin who was introduced to pornography at the age of 12.It all started when my older brother came home one day with a penthouse magazine.I was immediately hooked with the images since it was something I had never seen before.He was a few yrs older than me but both being teenagers...

Hi, everyone. I've made it 9 days and I'm already noticing the positive benefits. There are a lot of them and I'll make another post for that, but for now, here's a little about me and my addiction. I have a very addictive personality. Part of it, at least, is inherited. I have many alcoholics...

i just started nofap 3 days ago, i might have a mild problem with pornography, but the real reason im trying to reboot is because i read about your brain becoming more sensitive to dopamine with NoFap. I drink alcohol once a week, i dont get blasted, just a couple of beers. i also smoke weed...

I'm Rafael, 19, from Brazil and started fapping since I first orgasmed, which happened when I was around 16. Since then I've been masturbating and experimenting with different stuff, even anal stimulation. I think that is part of an irreversible sexual spurt that happens around puberty and since...

So I was taking an antibiotic last week to make sure I didn't get an infection from a severe puncture wound in my foot. All normal, nothing weird. I was taking an antibiotic named Keflex, or Cephalexin. It has a symptom I didn't expect. On patient reviews of the drug, feelings of...

Hi there fellow fapstronauts! At first I would like to thank everybody on this website! I am very happy that I was told about this and really appriciate the effort people put in this for each other. You all rock! I have been watching porn on a sustained daily basis for as long as I can...

What is NoFap's stance on drugs like Cocaine.

Hi friends, I have struggled with porn addiction for a very long time now. I believe my first time watching any kind of sexual material was at about the age of 10.. I do not know how or why that fateful moment brought me this far, but now I find it almost impossible to quit. My addiction has...

I'm thinking of times I PMOed, and some of the things I did were junkie like. First, I'd make sure I was alone, and would gather my needed paraphernalia. For a junkie it would be needles, spoons etc. For me it was lube, towels, toys, and porn. To heighten the excitement I'd hook my laptop to a...

Porn effects you psychologically which means that your brain is tempting you to go online and simply PMO it wants you to release a crazy amount of dopamine similar to a cocaine or heroin addict and even an alcoholic. So if you wasn't addicted to porn you would be one of those things that I just...