Since I was 13 .. Im 45 now. All it takes is an urge, opening up youtube and searching for a few keywords. Yesterday I broke a 10 day streak. My wife has always had issues with me looking at porn, and I have always lied and hidden this. I am sure my ED is caused from excessive PMO. For the first time, I felt a NEED to stop. Not for my wife but for myself. Everything was going good until Sunday night the urges were the worst they had been, I gave in yesterday. Today has been tough ... but discovered the Emergency button.