P but without the MO. Is it a relapse?

Just an enquiry here.

Today, I reached the 2-week mark of doing NoFap. I’ve been seeing and feeling the benefits of doing NoFap. Boredom kicked in and I saw nude photos of women. Had a rock-hard boner from it. The urge was huge. But at the last minute and tempting as it was, I decided NOT to fap because I would have relapsed in the truest sense.

I feel disgusted after looking at the pornographic images. More annoyed for not keeping myself pre-occupied.

On the upside, I didn’t fap off and relapse. Which could have been worse. I’ve done so well to beat my streak record, and to get this far. It's amazing what boredom can do. I feel dirty and restless more than anything.

Now, I feel that I need to reboot where it concerns clearing up my brain fog.

 

I'm not dwelling on it now. It's happened. Had I done it on my last streak, I would have relapsed. As I haven't relapsed, I don't feel as bad if I did have another relapse.

Porn is fucking evil. I've learnt that it doesn't appeal to me as much - if at all - like it used to.

 

I'm having a bath to clear my mind from it. It'll help me get back on track of NoFap.

 

Since Saturday, I've abstained from P. No MO as well. I feel like I'm back on track!