I've been able to astain from P and M for a few weeks now but I still can't seem to rid myself from fantasizing. I've always had vivid imaginations and can make and play movies in my head if I wish to. (I played with toys up until middle school because of this lol) I know fantasizing is bad but the fantasies I'm having aren't some typical objectification of women or carrying out some sick fetish. They are usually of people that don't exist in real life, and are a happily married couple making passionate love. I guess thats what I ultimately want, but I fear this will break me and my streak sooner or later so I need some advice to deal with this matter. Thanks guys.