Porn just digusts me

This is ill-advised tbh. Fantasising about women and past occasions of intercourse and other real life sexual experiences will just make you so horny that the temptation to masturbate and or watch porn is greatly increased!

 

Yep, I can confirm your thoughts.
Congrats on your progress. Now you have to stay strong, because unfortunately I think you still have difficult times ahead of you (I for example always used PMO as stress coping mechanism - as long as there was no stress, I was alright. But if, I had to fight).
Once you get past them you will feel free.

 

I wish I felt this way about porn, but the reality is I like it a lot. What I don't like about pron is I'm addicted to it and being addicted to anything is horrible. Addiction robs us of having a fulfilled life and steals much happiness that we should be experiencing in this life. For many reasons I have chosen to fight the battle against PMO, but unfortunately the lure of porn is with me everyday. I can only hope that with time, the desire to look at porn will weaken.
Thanks for the thought provoking post.

 

I think Internet porn is bad because you keep looking for something better.

 

Yes, also, you get addicted so always want more and more and more. You might even think you're in control but it's porn that's sneakily pulling the strings without you realising it. Just like when I used to be isolated and I was genuinely happy about being alone all the time! O.O I was hooked on pmo. But not anymore, I force myself to think about something else when the urge come or I start doing something to keep me busy. I might work the next 40 years but as for pornography, I'm retired. ;P

 

I figured I had it beat for 4 months.. All I can say is, never believe that you are already better than that because you will get complacent. Always remember that you are human and mistakes can happen, don't let go of your edge. good luck!

 

I never saw porn till I was 21 when I got a vhs vcr and rented vhs porn. It made me masturbate 6 times in a few hours. Then I started downloading porn from the bbs.

 

Had something similar happen to me recently. Some images of porn movies I had watched sprang in to my mind and honestly, they just digusted me. I don't know what it was. I can't explain it but I felt disgusted. I think it's the complete emotional disconnection to what happens. Do you know what I mean when I say there is something of human nature lacking in porn? Don't know how to say it differently.