Prostate "Massaging": The Gray Zone of NoFap. + Relapse.

I agree, I think that there is no pleasure directly associated with the "nerve endings" in anus or prostate. Its more of a mental thing. Click to understand it in a flat out prespective.

Spoiler: Trigger Warnning

For example, when fantasizing that you are being feminized, does your hand feel good when you imaging masturbating a dick, does your mouth feel good when fantasizing about sucking a dick. No. Well neither does your anus or prostate. Its the thought or fantasy that your being submissive or that somebody is dominating you. Maybe its the thought that they like you because of what you do for them or what you let them do to you.

When you see and feel money you don't care about the material or texture. If you feel money but can't see it, it means less to you. If you see money but can't touch it also means less to you. But it still means something. But when you see and feel money, you don't care what it feels like. All your mind is telling you is that you like it and now you have power to buy. Even if you imagined that it was $1000, I bet you could fantasize on what you could buy. Let's say its your bday, they ask you to close your eyes and they put money in your hand. You feel a rush of excitement because of what it could be.

Well the same goes here, when you see or feel and fantasize, you feel excitement and pleasure. But then, (for those that want to actually quit these behaviors) you find out its just a dollar. And you wonder why you were so excited.

A less triggering recap-

Your tissue/skin feels pressure, temperature and texture. Your mind perceives pleasure or discomfort.

 

I’ve also tried to get the amazing orgasm through P massage and toys. On the surface there is a medical based aspect by stimulating the prostate to clear the glands. Not much different than getting a massage for health purposes. Both can be used and taken too far and beyond the original intent. This is where our addictive behaviors take over and it goes from acceptable to not. It’s also easy to justify anything when you are caught up in the fury. I’ve been in SA for almost two years, CSAT therapy for a month and part of several online meetings weekly. They all help and it’s a necessity for me to continue my recovery. The part I hate the most is having to second guess every thought and action. But I’m glad I am.

 

it's self-stimulation so still M, even if you didn't O

 

So vague, so does your dick and we all damn like it.

About prostatic stimulation....it's some diabolical thing for sure.

 

sticking fingers up your ass in the name of the anti-christ