Rebooted

Yesterday I was on day 142nd Hardmode. I had completed 90 days way before. So one thing always came in my mind that why am I still continuing it. Because there came lot of superpowers like things I was able to feel. Mentally and physically. Dopamine control for mental and Seamen for physical. In early days of nofap there were wet dreams and all. But after the 90 days and yesterday they became so much less. Negligible. But sometimes my penis was feeling itchy from inside. So I was touching there and it was some kind of edging. After that I always said to me now no edging. But it would happen after 20 or 30 days. So yesterday was the day I thought that lets see by masturbating and ejaculating how it feels. Does it feels like earlier or it is different. Because till yesterday I was still getting daubt that is this the thing or not. So I wanted to experiment. So I made a reset yesterday and I relapse if I am still addicted but no it was just a reset not relapse as I was not addicted. I MO yesterday but it felt only like edging and not interesting. Seeing hearing and talking to real girl made me orgasm more than this MO thing. My brain has wired to real girl not to screen as I saw the result. It means I have made a successful reboot. Then I thought of my goal that I want to now make a 90 days monk mode in which there will be no edging also. So I slept. But again one thing came in my mind that another thing to experiment was the whole PMO thing. So I also PMOed. And while watching porn this thing came in my mind that whats so interesting in it. All are same under the face and it's the same thing always. So my brain is rebooted from that thing also. And also my brain was telling that this is the thing which you should do with your partner not to see it doing with others. So I PMOed just for experiment purpose and it was concious and controlled . So wish me luck as I will take the 90 days monk mode challenge no edging included and I will test the result and suggest me what should I do after these 90 days....