Recovered and switch

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by EnterTheMatrix, Nov 6, 2019.

  1. EnterTheMatrix

    EnterTheMatrix Fapstronaut

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    I can say that i can leave porn behind now as i am on 29 th day of not using porn and i am ready to do the Nofap Hardmode now. Today day 1 for Hardmode, day 29th not using porn . So after the 30 days of Hardmode i can switch to 90 days of Monkmode.️
     
  2. Manlikehero

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    Hey.

    Can you update your post? Im curious did you have any bad withdrawl/flatline syntoms when you switched to hardmode or monk mode. I would like to hear about you benefits also? Thanks
     
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  3. EnterTheMatrix

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    Currently I am on 172nd day of Nofap Monkmode and 184th day of not using porn to include, I used to get flatlines,so much urges and wet dreams before 90 days mark, but after that it would come in less numbers, the other bad thing was the depersonalization thing , in which I used to get mad at small things , then after a bad incident because of my anger I started forgiving people and meditating which changed my behavior and now it is easy to control the urges and also I am happy all the time . Also I am thinking about masturbation in a control manner but I can't do it now even if I want to do that. My body is controlling me to not do that.
     
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  4. Abkar

    Abkar Fapstronaut

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    Which one is monk mode ?
     
  5. EnterTheMatrix

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    Nofap Monkmode ( Nosex,NoPMO, No edging,)
     
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  6. Abkar

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    what about wet dream?
     
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  7. EnterTheMatrix

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    They do not come for minimum 7,8 or sometimes 30 days , and my past wet dream was 11 days before. Today it was a dreamless emission in which there was only the prostatic juice
     
  8. Abkar

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    Alright , thanks. I'm currently rebooting in the same mode, i.e no PMO and no sex but wets dream use to come occasionally .
     
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    hey just wondering how long you had depersonalization, and anything that helped it. I have had it for a while, not sure if it is because of my porn use. any suggestions help. thanks for sharing .
     
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  10. EnterTheMatrix

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    Just for 1-2 days sometimes but after I was reacting wrong with so many people and the relations with my family members and friends broke I realised it and after that till now I just Be positive ,focus on positive and think about past positive things happened and meditation helps me
     

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