Relapse 3days in turn...:(

Man, the only reason you keep relapsing is because deep down you still don't want to quit. It's got a strong hold on all of us but the moment you say "Fuck It, I'll start again later" you're letting that grip get stronger on you.
When things get tough, you seem to be giving up without going through. Many of us here have been through harder times but it was something that we wanted to get rid off, like it was affecting us beyond what we could handle. I'm not talking about those thoughts going through your mind, I'm talking about pain like your soul has been stabbed. When you get to that point, you'll just be done with it. And you'll know when you reach that point.We all go through the same things you do, you're not the only one who faces the struggle.
Unless you want to succeed as bad you want to breath, you will never be successful.