Relapse on Day 10 / feeling crushed

[IWashMyHandsOfIt]

So the first week went pretty well, no PMO largely due to the disgust I had for myself. And the constant "legitimizing" of porn of those around me (no excuse, I have my own brain). Still, feeling low! But haven't gone 10 days w/o since I could, so it's possible, just lots of roadblocks. Disappointed in myself. Hope 2nd try goes better - 2 days in. I don't know who to listen to or what to believe anymore. Need to listen to myself. So confused. Geez.

 

[D . J .]

As opposed to created new posts each time you want to share, why don't you create an official journal?
Creating a journal will allow us to follow you along your journey. To do so, go to the Reboot Logs, find your age group and begin a thread, which is your journal. Copy/ paste a link here so that we can encourage you along your journey.