Relapsed in the edge of a dream and reality

No.

It sounds like what you experienced was either a wet dream or a spontaneous ejaculation. If you have eyes on porn and/or hand on self, that's a relapse. If not, you're doing fine. Keep the counter going.

 

Hi Sleepingbadger! Interesting question. I have read a few threads about this kind of thing. Well, in the Gettingstartedguide it says wet dreams don't count as relapse because we aren't conscious. But if someone becomes conscious, during a dream, and begins to willingly participate in the wet dream, is it a relapse?

Well theres one thing I learned after many lucid dreams. When I wake up, I can still realize despite "knowing it was a dream" I wasn't AS conscius as I am now, typing this. I was still uninhibited due to it being the dream state, with perhaps a trickle of awareness or determining my actions. Is that enough "consciousness" to call it a relapse?

For example I will often set a "lucid dream goal" like "tonight when I lucid dream I want to fly accross the universe" but when I actually get lucid within a dream, I just see a fridge, and eat some dream food. The intention I set in waking life never comes to mind.

So I think its a grey area and its up to you. Also, it sounds like you were unconscious in the dream when it began so its not like you consciously initiated it. Once you became conscious you felt like you willed it, but maybe it already had too much momentum anyway.

Either way look out for chaser effect! A period of increased urges after any ejaculation or sexual stimulus.