RELAPSED ON DAY 40! LETS GO AGAIN!!!

[NewBeginnings100]

What up guys….

As mentioned in the subject i done flopped NNN (No Nut November).

TRIGGERS:- my emotions and myself (peeking)

Now Im not gonna beat myself up and dwell on it as its part of the journey so we move…..

GENTLEMEN! DO NOT EDGE! It wont end well.

HARD MODE TIME!!

 

[DayOne44]

Edging is dangerous.

We think that we can have just a little bit, and then stop.

But, the porn inevitably takes over our brains entirely and controls us.

So many times, I've thought, "I'll just surf around for a few minutes."

Then, I am engrossed, and when it does end, I see hours have passed.

Rarely, can I stop this without blowing out an ejaculation; only after that can I close all the tabs on my browser.

At that time, my day is off schedule and lost, and often, it is well passed my bedtime.

I am then hungry because I hadn't eaten and end up eating junk, which only makes me feel grosser.

If I do successfully stop at edging, the next day, I pick it up again with another marathon binge.

This is the destruction of PMO.

When given an inch, porn takes miles; when given a minute, it consumes hours and days.

There can never be just a little bit in some moderation.

Our rejection of porn must be absolutely total.

Hard mode!

 

[PegasusKid]

40 days is a pretty great sign of recovery either way. I'm sure you can do it again, and then some. Sounds like you already know what went wrong so thats great.