I keep browsing on the internet how to seduce a woman and all that crap while doing my 90 days. I feel it’s risky, I feel this heat when I read those things and can’t wait to try them. Do you think it’s affecting my streak guys?
I'd let go of that for a while until you're closer to a position where you can actually use these things.. otherwise it just builds up a lot of frustration and unreleased sexual tension within you, which will only set you up to give in to PMO
Same here. Drinking and driving. Drinking and masturbating and driving. Drinking and peeing my pants and still driving. Taking my clothes off and driving around in the middle of the night naked and drunk. It's nothing to be proud of, even though for awhile I thought it was cool that I could drive while half drunk. (then I kept doing it when I was surely too drunk to walk). I'm more ashamed of my drinking and driving than of jerking and driving. It's hard for me to believe that everyone hasn't whipped their dick out while driving at least once But . . . getting caught doing that. Now, that might fuck your life up more than a DUI.
I bet there are some really extreme stories that people would rather not tell here even if it’s some what anonymous.
Such a nice topic to be involved in... But.. I'm an addict so here we go. I've masturbated while hiking in woods, public bathrooms were a common place to fap especially after being triggered by visual triggers of women. I was employed in construction so I used to fap in the back of my work van, inside construction sites yard sheds, M'ed while driving my work van. I've M'ed in public saunas, public showers, inside a kayak in the middle of a lake. I've M'ed upstairs of a ski cabin, while in the same time my friend and his family were eating dinner downstairs and while they called me multiple times to join them. These occasions have always been triggered by my addiction to sexual arousal which I couldn't handle in any way other than through masturbation. It's humiliating and sad to think about these situations but let's have some mercy because it's an addctions and addiction has a tight control over your behavior. Fortunately I've realized this and accepted my situation and now im in therapy and heading towards a healthy and fulflling life without this addiction. Take care ya'll and have faith
I had my uncle unexpectedly enter the room once while I was doing it... Fortunately I was seated with my back towards him and I don't think he managed to see the contents on the PC screen before I closed it, but needless to say I was hoping for the chatter to end quickly.
I kept visualizing different scenes of masturbation as if it was a short scene in a movie lol, sorry to laugh but hopefully we can all joke about it to ourselves at some point. But since you’re sharing ... I’m no different, other than Creepily watching my coworker bend over while jerking one off when I was 17. She almost busted me too. One of my first jobs there was a separate storage warehouse where I set up my jerk station with a nice seat (bottom piece of broken chair), 2 magazines , lots of paper towels. One day my boss found the location but didn’t say anything about it. I think he knew.
It's okay bro My first workplace was a huge warehouse where my job was to collect differend kind of stuff and then go to the package room and send them to the customers. It was a lonely job and I did 10-15km per day just walking and collecting.. There were like 20 males and prolly 3-4 females working there. Eventually things escalated to a point that whenever I saw our secretary who was maybe around 45-50 yrs (I was 17) and I saw her maybe few times a week, I would get super 1000x horny, watch her ass like a super rare wonder of the universe, get hard and masturbate the shit out of our employees bathroom, just jizzing all over the walls and stuff. But yea... Events like these have been with me over 20yrs and over time they have grown into this hard sexual arousal addiction. It's a battle in my mind every day but im on the right path to a healthy life so it's all good - Im no longer the slave I used to be. Edit. And yes, I do laugh at my behavior, because it's so absurd that I just can't but see the humour in it
Hahah, I laughed out loud at this.. I've been there too my friend, used to work in a shop when i was 16 and would get super turned on by some of the girls / women working there with me, was cranking out wanks all day in the toilets while thinking about them in sexual reality work scenarios.. What porn does to your brain at that age is quite powerful, when you've sponged up so many scenes and scenarios in your memory, its hard to not think about them that way, and the only way i could focus was by knocking one out.
On the beach I think would be the most out of the ordinary. I was alone on that beach tho, god forbid. At least I think I was.
I remember my oldest sister walking in on me. Had three pictures up on my computer screen, I was naked and didn’t have my blanket near by, my heart Sank and I’m furiously trying to close each picture 1 by 1 in Microsoft Paint and covering myself.. she’s standing there asking me a question and I’m like, uhhhh. Think I was 17/18. (12 yrs old) I also recall I was in the middle of humping a pillow (thank god I was under the covers though) and All of a sudden my 3 cousins walk-in (no knock) with my little sister and they all crowd into my room and start watching the movie I had on. I forgot what movie it was but I think I was trying to jerk to a particular scene but all of a sudden we had people over .. no one told me, my uncle walks in “hi nephew, how’s school going ?” (We lived in a 2 bed room apartment) I also remember my Little sister and the youngest cousin trying to come under the blanket .. I was like, noooooooo, GET OUT!! I remember my big brother and a friend came knocking at my window really late at night, I was rubbing one out in front of the TV to a Jennifer Lopez music video. I think they saw but I shut the TV off immediately. My curtains weren’t to dark but I know you could see through them if you pressed your face against the window. I remember I came home from work and I see a VHS tape busted up in a pile on the floor, film unrolled and plastic pieces smashed all placed in a perfect pile in the middle of the living room. My GF is sitting in the couch, legs and arms crossed, both of us looking at the pile silently for maybe 10 seconds... “You’re fucked up ” ... “I’m not good enough so you need these bitches??, huh ??” “I let you f**k me whenever you want and you still need porn??” ... “you’re probably thinking about all these girls when you’re fucking me” she bursts into tears and wouldn’t let me near her for a few days . I left the tape in the VCR it was my Porn compilation. I had some scenes going slow motion , scene after scene .. I knew exactly which tape it was by the label. I spent so much time building that 1 tape. It wasn’t as easy nowadays with “click and save”. I had to set up a DVD to VCR line, hit slow motion on the DVD remote, press the record button on the VCR, pause, next scene. Lol oh man. She was a little self conscious about her body but i truly loved her at the time and thought she was the sexiest thing to ever come into my life. I was so embarrassed she found that dark side of me.
