Hello, it's my first post here and frankly, I am desperate. A year ago I have found out that my bf off 3 years (long distance) is heavily addicted to cam sites where he streams himself and pays for private shows for the girls to watch him/ masturbate with him. He has been doing that for hours at a time, every time he's got some free time. When I caught him, he admitted to that, said he needs help etc etc all the bullshit. Since then I have caught him 4 times (I an sure there was more but I don't have access to his pc). Begging, crying, screaming, leaving, calmly talking - nothing worked. I have talked with him and he's agreed to install accountability software, but every time he's just wiped his hard drive clean after a week or so. Today we are arguing (as every day) with me begging him to install some porn filters (not necesarilly software that will allow me to check on him) and he tells me I am overreacting, blabling, pissing him off and that he (the most fucking pathetic excuse) he is too lazy to install them! And if I want to believe that he is soing it again (which he is ofc not) so be it. He is angry at me every time I ask him to take some action that will reaffirm me that he is not camming, he just balantly ignores me. I am SO HURT and tired. Should I wait for him, should I talk with him or finally, should I fucking dump his ass finally. I am just so sad. I am tired. I am nothing.