00 01 Woke up with morning wood. It is insane. I hate it. When will it stop. The thing is: Do I need to get used to being horny all the time? I keep relapsing eventhough I stated that 2023 is going to be my clear year. Why do I masturbate? Because I can not stand the feeling, the urge. I can not think until I ejaculate. Kenjataimu: Period of clear thoughts when a man is free from sexual desires after having an orgasm. I need that, clear thoughts.
Morning woods are normal you will have them no matter what only time when you wont have them is either you got to be dead or you got to be flatline see as you said you are horny all the time ,that too is normal when you start this journey of No PMO the first and the foremost thing to do is accept this situation accept this feeling accept it dont hide or fight is accept that particular feeling of being horny when you accept it you will find many other options to beat that craving of sexual desire accepting our flaws or unwanted feeling is important only then you will grow only then you can move ahead and if you got no physical or mental activity which doesnt engage you then get one anything that can be even a small one just start it from day one ,the important thing over here is that you cannot doo a 100 day challenge in a go it will break you will fall but the real question is can you get up and start this journey all over again can you show perseverance ? And thr most important question is as @Kratos_GOW asked me is how strong is your why the root reason for you to start this journey it should be strong. @Viador when you choose to achieve anything in life everything is impossible until it is done and there is nothing in this world which cannot be done .