The Lord of the Rings Challenge

1 day >> Orc
Also from now on counting the number of times I'm checking out girls each day.
Yesterday: >5 times. It was gym day.

 

Dawn of the 1st day.

They reject. I reject. You reject. We all reject. That's OK. Not one of us can accept everything.

 

Day 372 no PMO. Went for a hike by myself yesterday and then a friend joined me. Good day with no urges.

 

Yeah brother!!!

 

Day 26...

 

Day 208

 

Day 1

 

Check in day 154

 

Day 17

 

Check in day 155

 

Day 7 & 8

Couldn't pop in yesterday, got struck by a stomach virus that left me incapacitated, thought I was going to setup shop in the bathroom.

But the good news is, I'm no longer an orc, just another week and I'll back to being a hobbit again.

 

Day 39 today

 

Checking in Fellowship Friends,

Day 404 free of MO and day 13 free of porn.

Strong urges today and last night and my sleep was off. I must be vigilant today.

Stay strong!

 

Day 1!
eating healthy, working out, returning to cold showers. Keep strong my brothers!

 

Day 39 - I've been handling things okay. Nothing much to report, stay strong everybody!

 

Day 43 – We tried to pass through Caradhras but the PMO forces were strong there. Too strong indeed, and I've fallen.



Day 0 - Nazgûl (I was once a man, a King, now fallen to the power of PMO)



Well, fellows, yes, I lost my streak.

Everything began with a wet dream, not just an erotic one but an absolute wet dream. First time indeed. As the quick start guide says, maybe I began at an early age and never stopped.

The craving increased, not only the urges but the cravings. Also, I was too tired, and I didn't write here for the past four days. I began to question if this sacrifice was worth it and so on. Yesterday we went out, and well many triggers collided yesterday and today with not only not having enough strength to stop it but indeed, I didn't want to stop it.

I haven't binged yet, and I plan to continue here, now understanding that this is a long journey, and with the compromise to beat my previous streak, I'll eventually reach 90.

I am sorry.

And the journey is about to start.

 

This kind of accountability, having to "confess" to your fellows and start over, is what this is all about. It can be discouraging to lose a good streak, but turn it into a learning experience and recognize that you went 43 days without succumbing to ANYTHING. You've got this. Go for Grey Wizard this time around.

 

Day 56 check in--battling my way across Khazad Dûm!

I am currently experiencing high demands on my time from work as well as at home, and my stress has been rising while my hours of sleep have been decreasing. I know this is a recipe for danger, so I am focusing on maintaining my morning habits (workout, breathing, cold shower, meditation moment) and checking in with my wife in the evenings. I am also taking a break tonight from the stress to go see a musical with my brother. Prioritizing real relationships and real life is key for me to avoid the pull of M urges.

 

Day 30.

Wow, first month, I'm so glad to reach this point.

I'm Elf now, my mind calm and focused. Relationships with my new girlfriend better every day, hope it will this way. Visiting gym, meditating and being optimistic.

@RiseToGreatness , sorry for non-daily check-ins, but this thread important for me and helps to improve my life, thank you!