The Lord of the Rings Challenge

Day 140

 

Keeping myself accountable. Another slip today. Was very tempted and was about to turn off Google SafeSearch.

I think this might be the only time that I have said this...but I am glad the weekend is over lol

 

21

 

Day 56.
Been a little tempted lately. Trying to do dopamine detox is tricking my brain again to think P is okay. Really hoping to get past this hurdle.

 

@RiseToGreatness Forget what I said about being an Uruk-Hai. The spell of porn is strong in me, and I'm back to being an Orc.

...sigh. This one really sucks, for some reason. Can't wait to look into some of those porn blockers; thank you for the recommendations.

 

Day 223. Been pretty stressed lately and I've had my fair share of temptations lately, but this forum is always in the back of my mind when it comes to that and thanks be to God I have not given in. See you all in a few days when I reach elf king status! God bless.

 

Day 22

The urge to peek is getting stronger! But I must control myself for once I peek, I'm very likely to go down the rabbit hole.
I just watched a flexibility video done by a woman. "It's a sport related thing" I have told myself, but the truth is that my mind is looking for sexual stimulation everywhere. I have to watch out for lies like this and ask myself if the purpose of what I'm doing is really pure.

By the way, this equals my best streak since I joined this challenge. I'm happy about that.

 

Thanks brother for supporting all of us
May God bless you

I will surely take antidepressant if things go worse
But i will try to Handle this depression attack as I m still a student and I think my family will question why I wanna see a psychiatrist and I don't have any answer to give them unfortunately

 

I really struggled with studies... I study nothing.. Would really be glad if you help

 

Checking in for day 3

 

Day 55 completed:

A death silence swept the halls. I try to pass unnoticed under the mountain but the PMO forces are cunning and have arisen.

In the bridge of Khazad Dûm a strong battle is fought against PMO.

 

Yes! Absolutely good stuff right here brother! Onward!

 

Yeah but I won't change it due to the challenge, I started this counter for this challenge.

 

I'm sorry dear fellowship, I finally failed.
Nevertheless, This streak has given me strenght and confidence.

I think I'm going to try a dopamine detox because I feel like I tend to rely on other dopamine sources when I'm not doing PMO.

Day 0

 

Keeping up with those daily check-ins. Not really feeling any urges cos I am quite busy with my work.

 

I failed. It always seems to be Mondays that defeat me. If I can break through that barrier then I think I will be able to complete longer streaks. I sometimes overthink nofap which causes me to relapse. If I can focus more on other things and take my mind off it then I will be able to destroy this ring forever.