Day 5 I wish I would be day 500 I wish I would be free Today I wanted to watch porn, and instead of that, I’ve entered the sub form of “problematic-sexual-behavior” and my life was put in perspective. We all have our own journey, and ever since I was in the hospitable for “lube related injury” and was told by you guys that this is still not rock bottom I was kind of shocked. looking at the way this addiction can ruin lives even more is just a chilling realization. That’s it. I want to be free and happy and porn would give me either of those things.
Day 18 Dawns! Crossing Brandywine River "He that breaks a thing to find out what it is, has left the path of wisdom."
Day 177 no PMO. Feeling a little down due to being cooped up at home for quarantine. So far my daughter’s spirits are up and she is enjoying all her time in her room. 8 days to go until we can leave the house again.
daily checking in No urges , i install tik tok and i saw disgusting things , i guess i will think twice, the next time to use that aplication.
Yeah, maybe that's why i like them . They are more close to us humans than elfs. Elfs are too damn perfect for my taste . But once again, it's all personal affection. Everybody has his favourites Gandalf the Grey is my favourite
That's a mistake bro. You need to save time for the reboot work. By your words it seems you're not engaging in porn because you're busy. What happens when you're not busy? When circunstances go against you? You got to prioritize the reboot work bro: in good days and bad days. In busy days and free days. That way you will improve your recovery and be more resilient to relapses.
Congratulations brother!!! You're an inspiration to us all . All hail the High-King of Gondor and Arnor!!!!
Hang in there brother!!! Meanwhile, don't waste the days waiting for freedom, be thankful for being alive and stay active. Carpe diem
Checking in. Two weeks! My final day as a nasty agent of Sauron. Tomorrow my furry-footed journey begins again. I'm still sad to have lost my six month streak, but such is this journey. The road to Mt. Doom is long and full of peril, but I am ready. Be well everyone.