Wet dreams due to anxiety.

[Depressed321]

Nf day 14.
I have had wet dreams 5 times throughout this 14 days. 2 today and 3 more than a week ago.
Never got them in my previous streaks.
I am having pe since i started nf. Also have ed but i do get morning woods. 80% hard.
I'm always in flatline.
My wet dreams arent like your normal wet dreams.
I have been a c,ck porn addict (arised out of trauma. Didnt even know the meaning of the word and wasnt into it at all)
My wet dreams are about what happens in that kind of porn you know.
Most recent one was not sex related at all.
It was about me being anxious to tell my psychiatrist that I'm having wet dreams. I thought that would make her feel like im not a man or something. The anixety triggered some kind of sequence in my brain and i got a wet dream.

I dont know what to do now. I dont even think about these things anymore. I dont get urges like normal person who's addicted to porn would get.
For me urges are anxiety driven.
The trauma got me hooked onto this genre because i had got an anxiety driven orgasm which is much stronger than a normal orgasm since more hormones are released in it along with dopmine which is alrwady in superdrive.

How should i stop these dreams? Theyre really depressing and i feel like its a relapse because sometimes i feel like i am in a lucid dream. Please help.
I have been thinking of it as a lifestyle and not some challenge because im 25 now and i cant be sitting and fapping online to some porn.

 

[Mateus long]

Hey bro there's nothing wrong with wet dreams, they are out of your control. Just make sure you don't look at any porn related content as this is likely to trigger them. Good luck bro you can do this! I know it sometimes feels like a setback and for me it makes me more horny soon after but honestly we need to try remind ourselves that it is not in our control. I've also struggled with this genre, it's really bad stuff. The only thing that's helped me get away from that is Nofap. Hope this helps mate.