Hello. I'm not native English speaker, so speaking and reading still hard to me, but i'm learning this beautiful language. Sorry for my mistakes, i'm not using translators 
Hello again, if i understood correctly, i should make new thread and tell something about myself? Ok, my name is %RIL_NAME%, i live in Moscow, Russia and i hate my life.
Why? I'm 20 years old and i'm fully lonely. Yes, i never had any social skills, and i live in Moscow for 2 years and didn't get new friends. It's really hard to me. Should i tell about no having girlfriend?
Now i'm study in one of the thousands university in Moscow, also i learn programming, learn math and algorithms, learn all about IT cause i'm interested of it. I wanna be a game developer and i have the great idea about my new game...
But i have no energy to do something great. Why? I read about sexual energy that control all human acts and make motivation to be better than you are right now. It is real? Masturbation waste this energy, so i think it's not good. I decided to put an self-experiment and trying to not masturbate. Maybe this little step will have great power? I don't know. But i want to discover it. I have a potential, so it't very sad to realize what i'm doing with it. Thanks!

Hello again, if i understood correctly, i should make new thread and tell something about myself? Ok, my name is %RIL_NAME%, i live in Moscow, Russia and i hate my life.
Why? I'm 20 years old and i'm fully lonely. Yes, i never had any social skills, and i live in Moscow for 2 years and didn't get new friends. It's really hard to me. Should i tell about no having girlfriend?
Now i'm study in one of the thousands university in Moscow, also i learn programming, learn math and algorithms, learn all about IT cause i'm interested of it. I wanna be a game developer and i have the great idea about my new game...
But i have no energy to do something great. Why? I read about sexual energy that control all human acts and make motivation to be better than you are right now. It is real? Masturbation waste this energy, so i think it's not good. I decided to put an self-experiment and trying to not masturbate. Maybe this little step will have great power? I don't know. But i want to discover it. I have a potential, so it't very sad to realize what i'm doing with it. Thanks!