Day 5.No relapse listened to a motivationing sermon which gave me some sort of boost Day 6.Meet friends today and i realised maybe i have a thing for art
They keep getting me too! Just need to force yourself to stop in time or perhaps try to get your first 30 days out of the way before you keep lurking social media
Having finished my 14 day challenge, I've now decided to continue the streak for a month. Day 1 underway !
Day 9/30 Today it has been a good day. I have slept well and I have been visiting some cities with my bf again. During the visits we have talked about this challenge and about how porn has created a different perception of my reality. For example, we have met too african guys in a Taxi stop and I have had a very pornographic thought. A very hard one! My bf has laught and I love that. But at the same time I was worried about the way I have been thinking for so many years of others, with a sexualization of everything and everyone. I am a sensitive guy and I like human relationships. But, on the other hand, on my dark side, I have been having hard sexual fantasies since I was a teen with people who I shouldn't... I need to change that. I need to be pure and simpler again. Not having fantasies with huge cocks fucking boys and girls everytime and everywhere. I need more humanizated and natural contents and images on my mind. I need to be in contact with my real self and with the love that I share with my special one
Bienvenidos Felix. I'm glad you shared this - I forget sometimes how long I've subjected myself to pornography and how long it will take to reprogram the way I react to certain situations. Today I got triggered by pictures on Ebay! WTF? Glad you're here and just remember to be patient with yourself. Day 14/30
I was on a trip with my family and couldn't say the other days, but 7/30 . I'm already a quarter done!