[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

day 0 again i need motivation guys
everything was good till i decided to take a shower
- last time I've completed 10 days without PMO and next time i will make it 90 days

 

Woke up to a really bad headache today....makes me lathargic and have urges... Day 52/90. fighting...

 

You will surely achieve your goal bro. . Keep going

 

I found porn at a very young age and I'm afraid this has left a lasting impression on my psyche and the amount of dirty thoughts I have now as a young adult during the day and during sleep
My goal is to undo all the damage high-speed internet porn and excessive masturbation has done to my mind during my early years
I'm just glad I'm doing this now as at my age(22) rather than continuing to neglect this later in life

 

Day 21

 

Day 0/90 coming to an end. Today I completely wasted my time with phone using YouTube the most. Did my workout in the morning. Tomorrow I must try to improve my time usage. Cheers guys.

 

Day 1

 

Day 1

 

day 1 completed

 

Day 71

 

Day 0/90 still
Want to pm. Should I? No. Stop thinking about it.

 

day 9/90 completed
Try Not to Become a Man of Success. Rather Become a Man of Value.

 

Day 28
Today is a horrible day. I woke up and till now Im sad and felt very very uncomfortable in school. Too much annoying people around there. Even my motivation for school is to 0. Tomorrow I will write an exam, but I dont want to study for it. Im really unconcentrated and in a sad mood. I wouldnt call it depression. Something is making me sad. Maybe that everybody around me gots a relationship? Maybe my life isn`t so cool like I watching it in series or animes? Maybe everybody knows what to do with their lives and reaches their goals or are happy?
On the one side I want to be alone, but on the other side I want to hang out with friends, having a girlfriend, spending time with family...

Edit: After reading this I feel very embaressed about myself...

 

strong, brother. see how you collapse, the point where you start to hesitate... learn, gather your strengths an go again. we´re with you. you don´t deserve this walking dead PMO life, no one does.

 

well, what was your main motivation to start nofap? that goal no longer exists?
nofap helps in every aspects of life, so even if that goal is no longer valid, there sure must be other goals where nofap can contribute. what do you want in life?

 

brother, do you have a choice? do you wanna stay in hell? there´s no way we can keep porn in our lifes, i know that, you know that, we know that. so, it comes down to this: should i live an amazing life doing what you i love, or should i live a zombie life, full of fatigue, hatred, hurt and sadness.

should i waste my vital energy away with digital girls being banged by guys who doesn´t know me, who doesn´t care for me? while numerous girls outside me own door are alone. real womans with real love.

brother, there is NO choice. is time to say: FUCK THIS SHIT

 

let´s go brother. one day at a time. you can do it!!!

 

you´re just feeling depressed my friend. it´s normal to think like that. believe it, those feelings will pass and you´ll create an amazing life. as for other people, don´t care for others, in reality we don´t really know how people go by, so it´s a waste of time making judgements. one day things seems right with them, the next day all crumbles. so things are impermanent, life always taught that

keep it up brother, you´re doing great. here´s a boost

 

welcome back my brother let´s go!!!! one for all, all for one.

 

21!!!!!