So basically I'm on day 70 and in night urge was high so my hands went inside (don't laugh at this one) and I shake it a bit but I did not faped I didn't even hold it I just giggle my banana and it Cummed it was so fast I can't realized I didn't watch p or any picture or video or something it was just so fast Should this consider as relapse and start again ?
What do you think? I have a couple of other questions, too: What is your goal? No porn, or no masturbation, or what? What was the "giggling the banana" about? Were you trying to see if it still worked, or something? What was really going on?
I'm on hard mode no P no M It was an erection so I tried to do like orgasm I hold it with two fingers(I didn't hold it with my hand) trying to get orgasm or a feel but I think it was ready to go I just touched it and it went on I think I was trying to get orgasm like something for a second but again I do not want to fap or com at that time. I just wanted to feel something
Thank you for your opinion I was considering is as an accident because I have no intention to fap it was just an accident
Two things come up for me here, @nef: accidents are sometimes accidents and if you are clear on your intentions, then the answer seems apparent, at the same time, the questions @bike-wrench raises seems with serious consideration.
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