Is this Relapse ?

nef

Fapstronaut
So basically I'm on day 70 and in night urge was high so my hands went inside (don't laugh at this one) and I shake it a bit but I did not faped I didn't even hold it I just giggle my banana and it Cummed it was so fast I can't realized I didn't watch p or any picture or video or something it was just so fast


Should this consider as relapse and start again ?
 
Should this consider as relapse and start again ?
What do you think?

I have a couple of other questions, too:
  • What is your goal? No porn, or no masturbation, or what?
  • What was the "giggling the banana" about? Were you trying to see if it still worked, or something? What was really going on?
 
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What do you think?

I have a couple of other questions, too:
  • What is your goal? No porn, or no masturbation, or what?
  • What was the "giggling the banana" about? Were you trying to see if it still worked, or something? What was really going on?

I'm on hard mode no P no M

It was an erection so I tried to do like orgasm I hold it with two fingers(I didn't hold it with my hand) trying to get orgasm or a feel but I think it was ready to go I just touched it and it went on I think I was trying to get orgasm like something for a second but again I do not want to fap or com at that time. I just wanted to feel something
 
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I was considering is as an accident because I have no intention to fap it was just an accident

Two things come up for me here, @nef:
  • accidents are sometimes accidents and if you are clear on your intentions, then the answer seems apparent,
  • at the same time, the questions @bike-wrench raises seems with serious consideration.
 
Is this a reeelaaapse, Is it just fantasy
Caught on an urge sliiide, No escape from pornographyyy
Open your browser, look up to your star and seeeeeeeeee
I'm just a goon boy, I need no sympathy
Because I'm easy cum, easy edge
A little high, not yet fledged
Anyway the bitch blows, doesn't really matter to meee
To meee......
 
Is this a reeelaaapse, Is it just fantasy
Caught on an urge sliiide, No escape from pornographyyy
Open your browser, look up to your star and seeeeeeeeee
I'm just a goon boy, I need no sympathy
Because I'm easy cum, easy edge
A little high, not yet fledged
Anyway the bitch blows, doesn't really matter to meee
To meee......
Lol wtf:D
 
Is this a reeelaaapse, Is it just fantasy
Caught on an urge sliiide, No escape from pornographyyy
Open your browser, look up to your star and seeeeeeeeee
I'm just a goon boy, I need no sympathy
Because I'm easy cum, easy edge
A little high, not yet fledged
Anyway the bitch blows, doesn't really matter to meee
To meee......

Mama just shaked little man
Got a erection under pants
Pulled my phone now I'm dead
Mama night has just begun
But now I'm gonna break my streak
Urges uooo oooo
Didn't mean to make a relapse
If I tell myself to hold it till tomorrow
Fappon fappon my streaks are going to shatter
 
I want to break freeee
I want to break freeeeeee
I want to break free from porn's lies
It's so self satisfied I don't neeeeed you
I got to break free
God knows. God knows I hate pornographyyy!
 
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