@Saiyan123 @CoolBuddy7 Hey folks! So yeah! The main reason why I took NoFap seriously this time was because I was TIRED. Yes. Tired of losing every single day that was given to me. Tired of watching things happen without me being in control of it.Ill admit, the first time I discovered NoFap like 3 years ago, I did a 90 day challenge,but it was not at all the way it’s supposed to happen. I edged, like every single day, until I was THAT close, (you know what I mean), watched p and psubs. I didn’t experience much of the benefit tbh. So yeah, since that year kind of went well for me, I came back into the loop, and I did experience a lot of things that I didn’t want to. For example, there was this girl I had a huge crush on, for the past year. It might have clicked,but I only had the balls to text her, and although we were close to each other for most part of the day,I didn’t have the balls to talk to her. Calling myself shy,I settled to only texting. Well,that means spending the whole night texting, and losing sleep and productivity. That led to me losing an important opportunity in my life. I could have cleared that competitive exam, if not for my indulgence in texting. Well I don’t blame her, nor social media. I blame myself and my addiction. Moving forward, I took a break off from my phone, and settled with a dummy feature phone to concentrate on my career. Well, I still had access to the internet, and that meant pmo. I again lost a chance to prove myself at an exam which was a prestigious one. And so, I’m here. I’m desperate for success. I’m hungry to satisfy my future goals. I don’t want to lose opportunities that come my way. I don’t want to regret this phase of my life at a later stage in life, as regret is the worst feeling a human could ever experience. I wanted to be independent, and finally be a man that can uptake responsibilities. And it all starts with... Your purpose. Peace!
No more excuses, Say no and refuse, This is my time, I’ve got no words to rhyme, I feel alive, Wanna take a dive, Work 9 to five, For this is the only opportunity, So let’s work with unity, And face this adversity. Times like these, Are like rotten cheese, They feel so bad, That you may go mad, Don’t take it personal lad, Don’t be sad, Cause I can bet you’ve never had, Such a rough patch.
@BeastBoyBalling this is beautiful: "Let them aware that you exist, that you are a treat. That you are climbing it, making it. Earning it . Lone like a wolf, solitaire, if I woman like me. She got to invest. Everything. If not, I am good.lAnd imma be a player till somebody invest enough. I do not care "losing the one"." I think the same. I am a prize!
Oh man. Everyone come in, once in a while, and they just shake this place off ! You're a genius, brother @cr7da8055 ! and so are the rest of ya all here ! So much mature, you all show your class ! I will soon get there, as I strive for it ! Awesome, classy ! Good work, brother ! So, who else do this rap/poem thingy ?
Hmmm I really don't know what to write. If anyone asked some questions I'd surely be able to share what i did in that situation.
Here goes another Rap- I been made a livin', I'm never gon’ give in I'm just way too driven, that's why I been thinkin' I'm scared that I'm sinkin', I'm scared that I’m fallin' The world think I'm ballin’ and maybe I am But don't give a damn, back in the beginnin' Did not have a plan, don't know who I am.
Holy fuckkk, I beat you by a day I relapsed last night. My stupid dirt bag friends love to send stupid videos in my one of my WhatsApp group chats. I usually ignore it but one video was one I used to love *eye rolling face*. Then I went home that night and you know what happened.. No excuse though I should of been able to hand it. I’m trying not to be in my head today and go on a M bender.. Because that only kicks in the depression. Great battle, I’ve been Ming for 17 years and going 26 days is a great accomplishment, just like how I quit alcohol/ drugs I will quit this too. Keep fighting the good fight brother! Tiger blood tasted so good even though I spilt half of it and your soul will get me another 30 days @Saiyan123 not ready to fight anyone else as I am 2-1 on my duals. One day I’ll come back for @MASTER MONK
and here comes another round of applause. Duh ! When will I able to like posts again ! Seem's like these 12 hours are gonna be more like, 12 months or so ! xD
My intuition, smells a competition recognised as dope, there is hope, but I must not leave you out of my scope, cause I am not lacking no more, anytime you can get some more, come brother, I am gunner, no Arsenal though in no time ready to blow, thinking about no hoe, that is how I overcame PMO. I am getting my dopamine from a lyrical slaughter, people better hide their daughter, cause I am shark in water or Piranha, but probably it is gorilla, everybody's killer, ladies thriller , cause I am show on my own, every breath I own, yours too, but don't be scared I never cared, none for my past, none for my future, only for now, Bloooooow, I am stimulating brains that is why I am searching for no brains, cause my food is mental, if you come to my block, I am really gentle, when I see them trynna finesse , finding their address, dress, fastly progress , either I just repress, or their souls I possess. Just like Damian Lillard buzzer beater, I am mf hitter, never been a cheater, never been cheated but too often replaced they were 2 faced, They some snakes, if I see em no brakes, no need for gun with em, just bare fist , punch them till they stop exist.