Guys, I'm sorry, I was AFK, working on my business. Day 2 Doing well, I had no thoughts of PMO today, because I was busy working on my business. I need to stop fearing and being lazy. Procrastination and laziness causes me to be lost. I hope I can fight these two demons, because, although I'am only 14, these will grow upon me, and crush me, if I don't act soon enough. PMO has recently caused me to overthink. And by that, I mean with literally everything, I'm overthinking. I feel like I have changed so much, from PMO, does anyone know how I can feel like my old self? Will that return, after I quit PMO, or will it just take time of healing + meditation? I meditated last night, and exercised. It felt amazing. I'm going to do that today, before I go to sleep. I also will train on the punching bag I have downstairs. I love all of you guys here, nohomo, Thank you, my brother @Saiyan123 . We will without a doubt, one day, meet in Jannah. Same with you @CoolBuddy7 and @bluedragon9 Eid Mubarak, my brothers. I wish I could send you a gift, each of you. But my gift is my word of prayer for each of you. May allah bless all of you, provide you with anything and everything you want, in this life, and the hereafter. May Allah give you the biggest rushes of dopamine, in Jannah. Fun fact: Also, I was reading in a Islamic site, that sex is allowed in Jannah, and you will be given like 99 virgins, and sex is beyond belief in Jannah, it is so much more pleasureable in Jannah, and is pleasureable beyond belief in Jannah, nothing like this world has seen. --- Also, who saw that fight of Andy Ruiz vs. Anthony Joshua? That was so beautiful, so amazing.
Be rich from the core. Not talkin' about money, but what comes from the battle of war. Keep killing shit as usual, and unlock the door. Be like that lion within, just hear that roar. My brothers, I know that we're tore. --- I know that we're torn From this battle of porn. And, I think that I've sworn my head looks like an acorn (look at my profile pic) We all are ready, now come and be born. --------------------
First of all happy and prosperous Eid to all the people celebrating... Check ☑ in day 103: very mild urges But i try not to give in my brain is rewiring I have heard that in this rebooting process the dendrites of our neurons are expanding their branches and as such my brain is highly responsive to triggers.. Even a simple word(a normal) on website to help pmo addicts triggers me... I have everything deleted, like i don't even watch TV shows... I really hope to rewire my brain and I know it is gonna take time.. And i can't let my guard down... For last 30 days fasting was my savior as it is shown to reduce sexual thoughts.... But this month I will b on my own
@bluedragon9 Checking in for the today. Yesterday was real close, as in I almost relapsed. Luckily, I managed to stop myself before it was too late.
@Turtleboi I made a mistake today, I let my guard down, I lost at day 8, keep it up I'll give a better fight next time.
that is all you need. Happy eid to you, in that sense you are never on your own. Don't do that. We, as shinobi, get killed in just a simple slip. If you mean edging, all in or nothing.
Scarface killed people and made money. What does that make you? (Not judging but think before you speak) Satanic or Satanist?
Checking in. I feel a bit rejected and of cause the first thing that came to my mind was PMO to deal with it. But I won't do this shit man. Not anymore.