Day 16, ive had lots of urges these couple of days and ive been looking up escorts in the browser just to do it, but thats where i have stopped so far and i need to stop completely before i relapse.
I recently read this from an addiction recovery website: Relapse is a process, it's not an event. Relapse starts days or weeks before the event of physical relapse. This means before a physical relapse, a mental rehearsal of a relapse takes place. Be careful brother!
The 8th Has been an excellent Sunday thus far! No urges to speak of and have enjoyed a brilliant Church service! Also great association with fellow worshippers! I am high on bliss.