I'm just in an arsey mood today. But yes, we've talked about it previously and I do know she makes an effort. And REALLY, I'm just being a dick about it and wanting to use sex as a way to pick me up rather than it being a mutual relationship sorta thing. What I'm wanting is a dopamine hit lol.
Today the dealership advised more repairs with no guarantee that my vehicle will be fixed the way I wanted, but you know what? I feel OK about it.. Because I've done all I'm willing to do, I'm at peace with whatever happens. I am feeling strangely OK right now, almost like I have triumphed, despite not getting the result I wanted. Now I feel like I'm able to focus on and appreciate the positives. For the first time this week I feel at peace. AND I got through this with no temper, no panic attack, no PMO, and at the lowest dose of anti-anxiety medication that I've taken in years.
Check-In Day 10(0) Hello Spartans, I will start this 100 days like I started the last. On day 0. With two words ‘I’m in’. As requested by @Kratos_GOW I have posted a success journal update. Spartans! What is your profession!?!?!?
Wow, that a great text, thank you! Good streak, stay strong. I really don't know, I'm confused, started thinking more about it now. Congratulations. Good morning if you read this at morning, haha New Rank! New Rank!