Thanks for all your prayers, they really help. I am also back to square one, let's keep going forward. I also think a lot of churches nowadays have things/rules that make people feel like not going there anymore. But I feel not all churches are like that, and sometimes it's nice to be in a building with people who all believe in the same god. Because for me in everyday live, my social contacts are usually non christian. However I do agree with Tao as well that the church is everywhere. In these times where the corona virus is infecting many people, it's the time where we need each other, more than usual! Just want to say I'm real happy to be having this groupschat with you guys, we all have our struggles and it's nice to be able to go online a read your comments when I have difficulties. So thanks to each and everyone of you! let's keep going!
Day 26. Happy Sunday, I hope you guys were able to church today, I hope you guys are ok! Stay strong!
Amen dude! fellowship is powerful and a boost in moral, I love being here to talk and help, even if its on a computer screen! lol
Day 27. Hello all Father God thank you for this new week, I pray that you keep watching over us and as well as this virus, keep us focus and productive this week and I pray for your guidance upon us, for us to not get distracted easily thank you for all you have done for us, Amen
God knows our limitations and he does not expect more from us than we have to give. At the same time, he does ask us to fully yield ourselves to him. The disciple's life is not one that depends on a certain degree of intelligence; it is all about surrendering our will to him. This is something that anyone can choose to do, no matter their intellect.
I'm not an Apostle, Teacher or Evangelist. I think I'm something different because my predictions of the future have come to fruition.
Day 28. Father God thank you for another day of life, please watch over @Tao Jones @Looking4Freedom @1StP412 @skywalkersbo @Euthyphro @Kemar935 @demon_slayer_asta9687 guide them and keep them in the palm of your hand in Jesus name, Amen I relapsed again, I feel like i'm losing control over my self, if you guys can keep me in prayer I appreciate it, thanks
Well, a big factor is being by myself and unproductive, being lazy in general, and thats exactly what happened to me yesterday, wasn't doing much, being a bum and then those those thoughts came back and didn't do anything to fight it, and beats me, wasn't keeping myself occupied, AND thank God its been just M, no porn whatsoever to this day since we started the fasting, this is my biggest hurdle.
I'm tired as f**k, I keep killing myself, tbh? I feel like I'm dying because of my problems with following God?
You know the path. Now you must take the steps. It's up to you to decide when you will do so. I am praying for you and cheering you on! if I can be of service to you along the way, please let me know.
What problems are you having in following God? How do you connect with him most naturally? (See "Sacred Pathways," if you are not familiar with it: https://irp-cdn.multiscreensite.com/2988a589/files/uploaded/sacred-pathways.pdf )
Sorry, guys. I've just reset my counter. I was on 9gag, and intentionally saw the nsfw section, then PMOed. I saw it coming and did it anyway. I thought I was safe on 9gag because I usually go there to see dogs doing funny stuff, but the flesh was stronger this time. I'm sad to lose a 27 streak, but I'm happy that our Lord's mercy is renewed every morning (Lamentations 3: 22,23). We need to keep alert! Hope you guys have a wonderful day!
Dang dude, 27 days is good! you gotta know your weaknesses, and avoid them, I go through the same patterns too, but you cant let your guard down at all, especially going on for a long time without pmo, like 27 days for example, when you go that long then its easy to forget your triggers or your own limits, so always be cautious! keep going!
Thanks tao, I gotta be proactive, and take charge of myself, I get the same advice from my parents too, thanks for reaffirming me!