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- Day 4.
Things are getting rough around the world, this virus is stopping everything... Now its not the time to PMO nor to waste time with negativities...



Well, time to be productive, even if the whole world wants to go rock bottom, i won't be going with the rest. Let's go!

 

day 5 for no m

day 32 for no p

 

Day 84. I'm about to have the Eternal Mangekyou Sharingan.

 

Relapsed so back at day 1

 

I would have posted "Day 85, etc..." today, but now, very sooooo sadly...


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Day 85 (Once you see the strike-through you know it's bad....)



I feel a little bit dizzy right now.


I just finished using the restroom. Before that, I was feeling very horny. You really do have a sixth sense for these things goodnice....

Out of nowhere.... In the restroom....
I saw the stuff coming out of my _____________....
I was like, 'NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! PLEASE DON'T TELL ME..... PLEASE DON'T TELL ME!!!'
I later confirmed that it was a relapse. I don't exactly know what caused it, but it was probably because I got so horny and my ________ was in its enlarged state.
The only good news was that I didn't relapse completely, meaning that I didn't let of the stuff out.



I was so close to day 90, so close to making it to where this would probably be the first journal without a single relapse...
So even if you get horny, it's bad....




Now I understand way more of what @JasonMamoa was talking about on my Reasons for quitting porn journal.

Willpower is temporary, anger is temporary. One day, you'll lose it and you'll need an anchor / another source prepared to fight back with. I have never had another source... That's why I didn't fully understand what he meant. I still don't know a really good source.



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Well, lesson learned (partly): Anger and willpower are not the best resources because you'll lose them eventually.

Which means that if they are not the best sources, what are the best sources? I've tried distractions many times and it didn't work.




Imagine you're playing the most addictive video game (a distraction). You stop playing because you feel like you want to get something to eat out of the refrigerator. Then, out of nowhere, you get tons and tons of urges. That's when it can be very hard to control, unless you have reasons to keep fighting this addiction.



I want as many people that like my journal to respond to this specific post. It would really help me if you gave me some (a lot would be better) ideas.


https://forum.nofap.com/index.php?threads/fighting-for-a-new-life.262612/page-9


Challenge to the day I die = Failed


Restarting...


Day 0



Back to being an Academy Student.

 

I'm sorry to read about your battle against pmo, but you did not lose the war yet, learn from your mistakes im sure you will succeed if you reach 85 days you can reach 100 and more... I trust you can, once we fail we must change the strategy of the battle, we can learn from it!

 

How do you fight against masturbation and porn? Also, what are your reasons to quit masturbation and porn?

 

Day 5 on the run...

Not feeling 100%, i am in a fierce battle against my inner demons, they all came back after my last relapse/binge. Be careful people do not overstimate the enemy, if the enemy can control you they control the course of battle and you will lose. You can come back to the way things were in the past like i am now, just like the beginning, but im a bit wiser and stronger now, but still... THE BATTLE IS INTENSE. TIME TO FIGHT BACK! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!

 

I try to keep myself busy, i create a to do list and i try to follow it with discipline, when i wake up i get out of bed and i go take a walk or eat something healthy. I dont stay in bad all the time with my phone, only when im about to sleep. The key is to be productive and busy untill you reach a few days of nofap then the rest gets easier. My resons are simple, i just want to have a better life mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually. I wanna cure my hocd, pied and have a good healthy sex life with my future gf/wife. Nofap is a way of life. Its my Ninja way!