Good for you my friend... Be patient. Better days is more close than ever. Freedom is approaching Here day 380!
“The greatest lesson of life is that you are responsible for your life.” Check-in @bellator de Christi
I had a huge urge and I decided to look at an erotic video on youtube. This was an extremely close call. There was a break in my mindset and I was about to give up. I guess you could call it a p-sub. I didn’t relapse, but does looking at that mean I lose the fight? I didn’t edge and there was no nudity. At least I finally found my trigger. For me it’s being alone. I only get bad urges when there is no one else around so I’ll make to to be around my family when I’m on the internet.
Meanwhile my city is experiencing a peak in covid cases... Many close to the place where I live. Gotta stay careful. No more socialising with friends.
I was too close to relapsing again. I'm going to take a break from the internet. I'm not out yet, I'll check in on Tuesday.