Hello, my friend! Don't think like that. The main goal of not masturbating is to live with a positive attitude. All the people here have realised that masturbating destroyed their lives and they are now here to change it. That is the best attitude in our lives. Trying to find a solution to our problems. It is just a relapse. It will become a permanent one if you keep doing this to yourself. What you are feeling now is normal, totally normal. You won't feel them tomorrow, trust me.
You are right, we must continue, I know that now I know more than yesterday, and I know that I can make it, only that falling down is so frustrating and it has already happened to me so many times that it bothers me and makes me angry. Thank you very much friend... on your feet... until death...
Day 7 I have made it a week without MO and a little over a week without P. I am feeling good. I am havIng porn dreams again where I am browsing the sites I typically turn to for porn and porn-sub, and that typically weakens my state of mind, so I need to push forward and be vigilant of my urges and temptations, controlling the former and limiting the latter. Best, Mathman1994
It is day 6 and I made $80 today helping people in my church move. Next week I will start a new job and they are giving me full time. I can't wait since I have been unemployed due to Covid. I am going to read tonight and wake up to reading scripture tomorrow. I am super excited to keep going and I will obliterate any urges I have.