@Taran7 thx for your input. I fucked up today and I am very sorry I really wasnt big challenge. You win easily. I made the usual mistake. Acted on thoughts -> started edging. I stopped and even woke up, but I felt the pain in my d and I went back to finish it off. Key mistake was that I didnt take any deep breaths, didnt wake up as soon as I felt I am getting way to invested/engaged in thoughts. Next time the same occurs, i have take breaths and quickly wake up. Good luck in your journey! Make sure to check out november soace marine challenge - its team deathmatch for the whole month. Also because I went down super easy <7days I dont allow myself to compete here untill I reach clean 7days
@ToMMy.H It was an honour fighting you!Good luck with your future journeys.And remember the most important thing now is not to binge.You might have failed once but dont destry all your progress. Best of luck
Day 500!!! And yes... Brothers, I feel liberated. I feel that now for me this battle is over. But to maintain the humble mind my goal is not to stop until I reach 1001 days and this only as security. In fact, for a long time now, I feel calm and apathetic in the challenge of the PMO. Free is the most correct word. I wish this freedom, this feeling to all of you. My co-fighter, my beloved brother @fg4795 stay with me in this fight. You ve got it. I m right next to you.
Great achievement my friend. We all are proud and happy for what you've done. Your presence has always been like a calm and wise friend be ready to help with a gentle word. I am so glad you feel this way. I am way behind you, but at the same time right next to you as well. Day 64 for me. Battled some flashbacks. And I am still here. 9 weeks of our second duel
@bellator de Christi 1st check, tommorow will begin the NNN, i hope you are still with me on this fight !
Let’s see if you can back up those words. I’ve learned time and time again that words are meaningless, it’s action that has meaning. I don’t believe people when they say they won’t relapse again because I’ve done the same thing many times and then failed. prove to me that our fight will last longer than a couple weeks, and then I’ll believe you. Same thing goes for me, I still have to back up what I said about not losing NNN. let’s do this @101. Let’s beat this addiction.
@101 I looked at some nudity without meaning to. I didn’t M or O but I still count this as a relapse. Could we have a rematch right away?
@Alex_Al weekly check 10 weeks for us. Tough week for me. Had some troubles that frustrated me a lot. Almost wanted to screw everything I felt the world completely against me But I am here. Still here. Day 71. How is it your life after 500?