THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

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day 33

 

Day 2

 

Day 15

Now I'm back to being an elite warrior

 

Checking in, Day 124! Also getting closer to 200 days free of porn.

 

Day 57 check-in (Attempt 4) - Super Saiyan.

 

I am starting again from 0.
I browsed P for around a minute yesterday.
That is a big failure.. The combination of arguments with my gf, hot girls at the gym and me being angry at my gf and somewhat pessimistic about my relationship were definite factors. I still lost it though and that is both a shame and a setback.
I'll humbly start again and give it a very strong effort to recover and do better again.
Let's do this brothers.

 

Thank you guys for so many likes!

I'm kind of an hopeless case. This year I never made it to 15 days. I relapse regularly and often I stop reporting it. Sometimes I wonder why I still use this forum. It doesn't seem to make a difference. But then again it's the only place where I can go and talk about all this. I'm several years in and I stopped telling my story. I just want to quit I can't enjoy the community here and all the fun stuff so much anymore.

But I never lost hope. I know my destination is quitting not using. I know already that quitting alone won't turn my life into wonderland. It's just one piece of the puzzle.

So here I am, 2 1/2 days sober. I need to remember myself that I CAN and WILL no longer fall into the trap. I need to remind myself many many times, then - so god will - I'll succeed!

I'M QUITTING, not using! Using is not an option! Not now, not never.

 

You know what caused it bro! Write something down, the whole situation, write a detail note on how you'll handle a similar situation in the future. This way you won't avoid your anger and frustration with porn.

Don't give up brother, study nofap. Literally. You've studied porn, you need to study nofap. Study what the addiction does to people, study what people have done to pull a successful streak, study withdrawal symptoms that people go through. Write down the situation that culminated to your relapse. Write another solution that you will apply. Meditate, build an awareness for your urges and triggers. Make a mantra to STOP fantasizing in your mind, as it enters, kill it off.

 

Thank you a thousand times, brother!!!
This was just what I needed to hear!

 

Day 18, but being sick, does make it hard to resist the urge, though keep thinking that if I do I'll feel worse.

 

390 days no PMO, semen retention

 

No problem brother! You got this, 1 day at a time.

 

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