Checking in Fellowship friends! 243 days free of porn, 171 days free of MO. Feeling a bit ill today, caught a bit of cold but did some work meditation and stretches. Nothing crazy.
Brother, it's a lifelong war against lust and people sometimes fall even after 10 years of being clean. Develop vigilance against it and have a good night sleep for a fresh start tomorrow . p.s. Try to come here everyday to refresh yourself on why you doing it.
Another day with a lot of studies,some walks and few pull ups, cold shower, meditation and park cleaning.
Checking in after a week of no internet due to being in the backcountry. Had a great time hiking and camping and watching the stars. Even there though scenes would pop into my head, the still lingering habits of PMO life. I’m wondering when, if ever, that subsides but I’m keeping up the good fight and there’s been no temptation to relapse since returning to civilization. I’m days away from 6 months and I’m not about to screw that up! Be well everyone
Day 10. I felt like I was at risk earlier with some work stress, but now that I'm home I feel a lot better and there's no way I'm gonna lose this streak. I don't have a life time to tackle this issue, I want to knock it out of the park with this run and move onto bigger and better things. It feels like I've been at this for way longer than 10 days though... Feels like a very long time.
Getting stuck on not getting past week 2 it seems, fantasized about someone and MO'ed. Want to get rid of this as well next to P, so considering it a relapse. Day 2 check-in - The Dark Fortress, Barad-dûr. Going to check in on day 15, need to sort some stuff out and staying offline helped before. Best luck to you all
41 days. Not much urges throughout yesterday. Went for a run, played music with some friends, did a quick set of push-ups and watched the European Championship final in the evening. Congratulations to Italy, a well-deserved win. I wish the fellowship a good week without PMO.
I hate it whenever I indulge in greasy fast food. I usually eat once a day, and when it's fast food i eat, not a good feeling.