DAY 4/90 5% loading.. Well, it's going to be a looong adventure. I thought a lot about my bestfriend. She's awesome! I hope I'll get to marry her.. I've messed it up in the past and neglected to her my feelings. I'm not ready yet. I want to get rid of this first! And I need to adjust some things in my life, while rpyaing for her, for me.. maybe for us? God knows! But not strong urges, other than thoughts of being with her, which made me arouse. And I obviously stopped. Other than this: I need to go back exercising.. I hope to be able to do so soon.
Guys you have an idea how to block “adults content” in instagram? I looked in the past on the pornstars fan pages you know …. But i want to block it for good , i press X near the profiles , but still whan i press sArch, in the option all the unwanted profiles returns!!! I tried deleting history option but still no luck !
Day 7 As soon as I think I have my urges under control than out of no where I have an urge to fap over an incredibly attractive woman I know. She has an amazing body and such a sexy vibe to her that it was almost impossible not to nut to a photo of her in a sexy dress. Thankfully I remembered why I'm undertaking this journey and managed to abstain, but it was close. It's amazing how temptation can rear its ugly head without warning.
Day 0 This really sucks but I will not give up. At day 10 I stayed up too late again which lead to stupid ideas. I almost stopped myself from PMO but failed. Started collecting that stupid P again but deleted it. My highest priority is now to have a better plan. I am really tired of this.
Hey, cool. I,m watching since this year ever more redpill videos too. About the statistic, I think that men fap way more, because of the testosteron and the high sexual energy in us. What was that Nf plan that you mean? I found that interesting and would like to come more forward. Day 1.
I can share it here when I've written it down. I already have my old plan but I need to change some things in it. That includes the most important points to why I'm doing this and other daily reminders to prevent this from happening. There will most likely be a lot of pain and suffering but I have to do this now, this has been going on for too long.
