Wrong. There's a master sleeping inside ouf you and you just need to wake him up. 100% you can do this.
Day 6 completed successfully Day 7- Todo list Sleep at 10:30 pm - today Wake up at 7:00 am Workout 1. No Phone and social media(whatsapp message check once in the morning) *********************************6/90**********************************
2/90. As I was drifting off to sleep last night I had a porn flashback but I just read a book instead of dwelling on it.
Day 0. Dealt with some serious spiritual warfare this past week and it get the better of me this time. I need some prayer. Thanks guys.
Will pray for you. I need some prayer too. Seems like Galatians 6 in this situation of bearing one another's burdens. Have some spiritual warfare that I need help in. So pray for wisdom and ability to overcome that when tempted not to give in. I will continue to pray and keep you in mind. Your progress is encouraging, I've had 6 months stints within a 27 year addiction that started at 5 so it's been difficult to make progress. Jesus says without confession there is no victory, so if you can help keep some tabs and if you need help just let me know I'll lift you up in prayer. I may start a fast, but need to pray about that commitment because it's intensive. I've only done one 21 day fast and was able to handle that fairly well, but I've gotten ill another time when I began to try so I've had some mixed results. Please pray for that as well. I need wisdom.
Progress 3/90 Forget to live Being an addict porn is my world, fapping is my best friend. So i lived with them for many years. I depend on them for everything. Until i realised porn and mo is not the real life. I was in an alternate reality. I forget to see the real world. Pmo matrix is something every addict has in his brain, which will destroy his thinking ability. Now its the wake up call. If i don't fight this time, then death is more suitable than this shit life
It's a process. Death is not an alternative. Just because you slip doesn't mean it's all for nothing. Never give up. There is a way.
28/90- Back from the mini-vacation with real vigor and vim. I feel rejuvenated! Staying away from the internet for 7 days feels like some kind of reset.
Day 68 Thank you, and I wish you all the best on your journey. Personally I don't recommend fasting from food...perhaps just between one and four meals a week...can fast from other things in life...I know from experience that skipping meals often messes with our endocrine system, which affects our ability to make clear decisions, and our mood. That's a recipe for disaster when trying to manage urges. Anyway may God bless you.
