45 days – After leaving Moria, you enter the Kingdom of the Silvan Elves, Lothlórien. Was a great day, I actually having some urges and I'm in the flatline zone, should be careful. We moved to another apartments and my work place right now is in the kitchen, so I can't look at the arousal stuff. Will try to be super on guard and not allow urges to break me!
His approach would fail did he 'engage' over 'observe'. Not anybody can stay objective while engaging with a good looking face. Through out the whole process I was keeping journal, observing my thoughts and especially feelings, that couldn't keep me in check. You should accept the fact, you do not know what a female can be capable of. I brought it upon myself. My intentions were not in the right place. My beliefs about why I should succeed was not one that would bring me wellbeing. I've been doubting my desire for success, and I will not again step ou there until I re-update all my non serving beliefs.
Day 9 as a Hobbit complete! Quest item: Hithlain Rope! Rare urges here and there that I manage to get past. I attribute it primarily to how tight my schedule is. I am loving how days pass w/o thoughts of P,M, or O. "I am choosing to think thoughts that serve me well."
Day 6 I went out on the weekend, so I didn't checked in I'm gonna start Of The Imitation Of Christ, a great book Good week to us all!
Day 354 I had another wet dream, just a few days after the last one. I was stimulated by two cute girls of my church. It seems like you can be months without having wet dreams, but only if you don't let your mind/body to be stimulated.
Checking in Fellowship Friends! 13 Days Free of PMO. A little more anxious this morning, my mind is thinking a lot and trying to stop me from exposure to my goals. Time to kick in some meditation and immerse myself in todays goals. Stay Strong! 13 days – The PMO forces were at your tail but you crossed the Ford of Bruinen, leaving them behind. The House of Elrond is in sight!
day 1 I relapsed on Friday and Saturday. I still don't know how to cope with work exhaustion without resorting to PMO when my willpower is practically non-existent. But I'm going to implement this policy No electronic devices at such moments - except TV and ebook reading device Go outside: walk, Costco icecream, Goodwill treasure hunting My goal this time around is 2 weeks.
i think it´s very suitable. there are numerous things on the books and movies that can serve as an inspiration to deal with triggering moments. here´s one: “Yet such is of the course of deeds that move the wheels of the world. Small hands do them because they must, while the eyes of the great are elsewhere.” Elrond
that´s a minor slide bro, no problem. once again, the mindset of peeking is the real problem. you need to work that out, learn and take concrete measures. don´t wait, take action. You can do it
17 days hardmode Fellowship! Good day so far, good energy and vitality. No urges. Keeping myself productive since morning even facing some social anxiety. Here´s some nice music for the working day . Have a great day Fellowship! Checking out.
Day 2 Still here but having a really hard time. I'm motivated, and I have a plane to keep me as safe ad I can, but it is still really hard. I could barely stayed focused at work. And life in general is simply stressing me out. I've taken two brakes today just to clear my head and meditate, and after work I'll go to the gym. But I still feel like shit.
2 days Low urges yestarday, was my cousin's birthday so stayed almost all the day in my aunt's house. I worked some stuffs after 6:00 PM. Was a good day! Today I didn't worked out, I have to learn some new technologies for my work (), I have to prepare my students classes (I'm a teacher too) and I have some works pending like a frealacer. so I want to have more energy in the day and, if it's necessary, sleep less to focus on that. With the exercise I can't to sleep few hours. Will be just this week, so I will make that effort. At least I took a cold shower today. Keep strong my brothers.
The past couple nights I started binging an anime I watched years ago. Not pornographic, just staying up way too late for my age and when I get up in the morning. Can't be good for my health. Also: The temptation to check the rest of the NoFap forum is there. That era of recovery has run its course. Discipline can be a pain because all those things we want to do are right there do distract.