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Day 44

 

Day 0

I’ve missed posting on this forum. My life has been chaotic lately. I’ve been relapsing all the time, neglecting my health and letting everything slip away. I want to jump back on that horse and get myself together!

In 3 weeks I’m going on a holiday with friends, and I want to feel my best and make the most of it.

I’m going to avoid relapsing, go gym every day, post daily and take better care of myself. I can hold on until at least then.

Let’s do this, Saiyans!

 

I’ve enrolled in that course too. How’s it going? I find the NoFap forums to be more active and helpful.

 

Day 6

No problem, I am surprised that I have survived from two chaser effects from last two of my longest streaks of mine. Yup, it is not easy to handle. Yes, you do need to beat chaser effect somehow. You need to find a way and fight off that when coming out of a relapse. Somehow, I am able to survive mines. For IG, I wouldn't blame you but on my end it is manageable. Probably, I will deactivate as I said during this current to test it out. So far, I haven't been on IG recently and not using up my time on lately. If I am on there, it would be brief. I am getting better with my P-subs on there. I have to admit I am still following women that are somewhat of thirst traps. But it is still manageable on my part. You got this fellow Saiyan. Let's keep fighting.

Welcome back! Easy three weeks unless you manage to do the deed. That's bad then. Vacation is the best way to get free of PMO. Use it to your advantage. Exercise is highly recommended for this NoFap journey. That's all. Let's go Saiyan.

@Redemptionisrequired Oh ok haha. I guess nothing harmful then just for the engagement lol. Again no DM here for me so I will say it here. I admire your compassion & understanding on the LOTR thread. I realize the ones really struggling are real addicts and I never been in an environment like that ever. Quite frankly, if I see someone's check ins that are unclean then my mind starts spinning in a bad way that I notice. For me, I need to be comfortable with my streak first before coming back. Because I read almost everyone's check ins when I was over there and some are effecting me in my mind. Some I wanted to advise and help out truly. Any way, that is all I am going say for now. I will join in later when I'm ready. Thanks for the support as usual brother.

Keep training Saiyans

 

Well, I put my first post there, and I am about to begin the reforged man course. I want to apply this meta script method and everything I can to get rid of this.

I have been active in two forums here, Saiyans and Lord of the Rings, and I recommend both. There are some legends here that can help a lot with their wise words.

 

also at day 7 dude, lets make this streak count, together.



PS. This also counts as my check in today! day 7!

 

Checking in Saiyan's!

110 Days Free of PMO.

Good rest today, pushed through the fatigue/anxiety yesterday and successfully did what I set out to do and more, even felt better as I was doing it. Although on "staycation", I have some more plans today and intend to continue the same path today. I really want to make the days count and I want to be free of what ails me for good.

"We suffer more often in imagination than in reality." -Seneca

Keep training!

@LLOYYD I thank you brother, I try my best and it's not always the easiest decisions to make. I also understand the need to take time away, always take care of yourself first before you can take care of others. If you are not at your best, you are only doing yourself harm by focusing on others well-being.

 

Nope, I don't have it. I always checked in my inbox and I don't see "start a new conversation". I don't see it anywhere. For me, it's not there.

I do follow a few female celebrities but it still doesn't get me. It is just more of a P-sub for me when I'm seeing other models/fitness female models and such. It can be triggering but I can handle them. IG and other social media platforms has a lot of thirst trap photos. Just for IG IMO is doable for me. I still need it any way just in case for personal reasons. You just have to be careful not to dwell on there too long. But for me, the number one social media platform that leads to my reset/relapse starts with Twitter. It has a lot mature content. Not even just thirst traps but a lot uncensored P is all over the place if you search for it. That is one of my main issue for that avenue.

@Redemptionisrequired Yes, I am needing the time off. But it doesn't mean I have quit to beat this addiction. There is something wrong with the LOTR challenges including individuals. People there are really struggling. Hey brother, I hope you don't mind to bring the topic over here. I do sometimes check the thread but I can't help it. But I just I saw ARCEUS's last post in his journal after he posted his post on the LOTR thread. Is this a suicide note???
ARCEUS #31662

 

I will show a screenshot here later and show you what I see.

Yes, Twitter has been like that since I joined in a long time ago. I think it is always been like that all the time. It is lenient with mature content over there. I haven't found an option to disable or hide mature content over there. It is exposed P every where if you look in the right places. If you decide, don't go there and start searching on there!

I have seen one P image on IG from one of my favorite P stars there but I think it was eventually deleted there. She posted herself topless & it was up there quite some time until it was removed. IG by far the closest I have seen is see through clothing from women. Yet, it is still allowed over there. Sorry if that seems triggering.

 

Day 13

Temptation is everywhere. Sometimes it's exhausting to have to be on your guard every time. A very beautiful woman suddenly appeared on Youtube. I looked up the name, typed it into Google, but then BAM realized I shouldn't be here. I have closed the tab. End of story.

Have a great Sunday!

 

8 days achieved, I have urges but my mind is determined to not do PMO whatever happens

I have enough of this addiction that has destructed litteraly all my life
My hate for this act just grow each these days

If we were to imagine what our lives would be if we had never fall into this... what a waste
don't destruct yourselves anymore sayains, we will get out of this trap

 

Day 5

Another in house day. I am making the effort to block any though that can become an urge. This worked in my last streak.

Meanwhile I am watching the videos in the Refoeged Man course learning about the split self. One that want to quit porn and the other craving for it. Very interesting point of view.

Have a great week start and

Be Strong!!

 

Yes we will and we are together

 

Day 45